Cute.

One thing I noticed about many people today is that they hate. They sit there and brainstorm about things you have done or the things you do. They talk and think of all sort of way out things to say to put you down just to bring them up. Have I messed up? Yup! Am I learning from it? Damn right =) I'm sort of happy. Its just a nudge of motivation.

So this weekend was productive. Homework and putting together my dream board was great! I count it as a me weekend. I met so many new and great people! I read the book the secret. And it only gets better.

Today was my nephews birthday. He turned 6. We went out to eat at this fancy restaurant. I was on conference call the whole entire time. So I didnt really get to enjoy it. But its okay I know its for the better. Well Its time to sleep. Good night people. God bless and I dont hate anyone! Although some crazy junk has happened within these past 2 months, I am happy. IDK why!? I'm just pretty happy and positive right about now.

2010

The 2010 James is much more different from 08 and 09. The way I can tell
it is taking effect is because people are already saying ive changed.
Like countless! I mean the narrow minded ones think of it negatively but
I dont care too much. They just wont be there when I do make it. Yeah
ive gone through some drama but like kim said "You have to hit
turbulence in a plane in order to get high during take off" something
like that. Ive been out of my comfort zone so many times. As for now, I
will never be comfortable. I am always going to better something.

One person I really really want to thank is Breanna Mesa. Believe it or
not shes been there since sophomore year. And always will be no matter
what the circumstances are. The past is in the past but the future is
pretty unknown. She opened my eyes when I was blind. Nothing about that
was negative what so ever. Life goes on but I know she will be in it
unconditionally. I am not saying her and I will be boyfriend and
girlfriend but yeah haha. Ive grown with her and will continue too.

Another person is Kimberly Dela Cruz. Pretty Ironic right? haha Well she
pushed my motivation to the max. She also brought me up when I was down.
I learned to never give up because of her. I dont want to go to into
detail but shes said some jacked up shit to me but I think thats a good
thing. Ive said some shit to her too hahaha. But other than that if it
wasnt for her I dont know where I'd be right now. I do love her
sincerely for these things.

I dont need any other people in my life like seriously, when people walk
it makes more room for someone to come in.

One last person Is Junior Dailey. Believe it or not, I'd most likely be
a little kid without him and hugo. They are very wise and give guidance.
I'd have to say he keeps it real whether I am right or wrong.

With that being said, my priorities are coming first and the next person
is just gonna have to wait it out. So good luck if your up for a
challenge!