50TH POST!

Half way to the triple digit.Over these past 2 days I have come to the conclusion that there isnt anymore talking shit out with certain people.Especially if they wanna bring up some old shit and go after my friends.All I can say to that person is dont get caught walking because who ever im with im gonna have them pull over so i can get out and beat your ass.I also find it funny how the guy says hes not afraid but he cant give me a time and place.Yeah he got me with the hollywood he busted in front of my friends family members knowing I wasnt going to fight.well enough of that!

Yesterday I was ready and waiting, I even had the homies since this guy CLAIMS to be a blood.But he was a no show.Nessa wanted me to go with her to hooters but I really wanted to go home and take a nap.And indeed I did.

Caassey later picked me up and we watched pineapple express at her house.THAT SHIT WAS SOOO HILARIOUS!We also went to ihop since they were giving out free pancakes.I seen zack and jeff there.Zack was wearing some damn hockey pants! that shit was hilarious.After we went back to her house and played wii.She beat my ass in every single wii sports game except golf >.<.She took me home later that night.It was pretty chill.

Today,the guy failed to show up again.He has to show up sometime.I hate the fact that I had riders packed away and everything..

I forgot my damn rotc socks in the dryer and my hat. So I was unable to dress out. It sucked big time because now I have a demerit...

The extra credit movie "the Flag our Fathers Flew" or something like that was a really good movie.Although I did crash out for a bit.Vince got me and we went to his house in the attempt to do homework.

We did drive-bys with a paint ball gun.That shit was soo funny! I got like 3 people.And the black guy I got took off and didnt stop running like non-stop.Tyriiq got a guy walking his dogs and he was unable to do anything since his hands were full.

I really want a tattoo.Mama gens tattoo looks really good! even though they arent finished with it it looks great so far.

The Right Path

I need one.Because from the looks of it,I am not on it anymore.I'm not doing extremely bad.But, I feel that I am not working to the best of my ability.The lack of structure is killing me.I'm guessing its bree.If her and I were still there for eachother she'd make sure sure I get all of my stuff done (NOT THAT I AM NOT INDEPENDENT). The ditching really needs to stop.I have a feeling Mr. Jeffers knows what I have been doing and thats exactly why in one of his talks toward the end of the class, he said "IF I WONT BE SEEING YOU 6TH PERIOD HAVE A GREEEAAAT WEEKEND" his sarcasm kills.I know for a fact that that was implied for me.Their is a very strong possibility that he thinks I ditched again today.When I am really going to the doctors for this asthma.I can feel it kicking back up again.

Saturday was when the "Escape From Reality" occured.After A whole day of sleeping,Gen and Kimmy picked Chitter, Gener and I up.Chitters sisters boyfriend did the unthinkable when it came down to buying the drinks for us. Instead of the usual 8 dollar bottle gen buys he bought this big ass 20 dollar bottle.We insisted he go back and grab the other one but he just wouldnt. Chitter went in there and started whispering to him "she doesnt want that bottle!" the man at the register was right there so their wasnt much to be said before being blown out.

While everyone was at a party in mira mesa, we decided to go back to the lounge.At this point,we all agreed that the bottle is just for us and no one else.Even though that shit was extremely big.We sat in the car drank a bit and snapped a couple of shots for the blogspot.



When we got in there, I felt great because the "escape from reality" had kicked back up from the nigt before.But I knew all i needed was some more drink before I could control it. I was a bit frustrated because I was unable blow an O anymore... I blame the fan though.














I really feel like I am living life on the edge and to the fullest.Even though I am not working to the best of my ability, I still manage to get b's which isnt that bad and can balance out the friends.I just need to stop binging to the max.well anyways,

The peeps wanted to go back for more and so we did.Only this time,we all started clowning on e.o.









The rest of the fam met up with us after the winter formal and mira mesa party.From shot guns to dancing your heart out,It seemed more fun than usual.





David pulled me to the side(which he never does) and we hot boxed sintys car "THATS WHY THEY CALL IT FIRE!" The shit burns soo bad!My surroundings started spinning and I became uncomfortably dizzy.My muscles were very weak and David had to help me out of the car.I wasn't the only one feeling like that either.Kent just layed back and coughed his lungs out.The only thing David and Sinty do was laugh and hand us water.

Once the place closed,we did the usual trip to Denny's.I rode with Casey.She forced me to eat and told me she was gonna be mad at me.After that,some of us sat in mcdonalds parking lot and I felt very very dizzy.Casey bought me water and waited for me to sober up before taking me home.

Getting home at 4, I woke up for just 5 minutes at 9 then crashed out until 1:50.Travis blew up my phone trying to get in touch with me being that I was a rose in Nessa's Debut! I was suppose to be there by 3!I scrambled to do everything. turned my closet inside out looking for my damn belt!And on top of that I assumed my uncle knew how to tie a tie and he'd show me,but it was just Travis and I at the house.So I came up with the best idea in the world YOUTUBE! That also didnt seem to work so once Mark got to the house he tied it for us.

The debut was a bit unorganized but I ate til I was unable to anymore.And Fernan did some little dance before giving her the rose!That was hilarious.John bent down on one knee and handed it to her before dancing with her.I could tell he was happy.As for me,I tripped over her dress a bit.I dont think anyone noticed.

Once the candles came up, It was a bit hard to hear them.The only real highlight was when Kimberly choked(not literally)! she went up there and gave the widest smile in life,Put her hand on her mouth and looked away.Everyone began to laugh so she handed her the candle and hugged her.The performance made up for that flaw.I knew she could step but the way she did was pretty intense to the way I imagined it.She got off!

The dance reminded me of a disco in the philipines. They played all thes fob songs and the elders were getting there groove on.

Even though I didn't want to go the lounge lastnight I didnt have much of a choice since my ride went.Kent and I slept in the car while everyone else was in there partying.Arcee got drunk!I have never seen him get drunk NEVER!I woke up at around 12 in the car and decided That if i dont get home soon enough my mom would kill me.The guy has seen me so many times he gave me a stamp before I could ask to go in and get my ride.I was surprised he let me in free. He just said "have a great time!"I felt a little wierd because the day I dont want to be in there he let me in free.

On the way home,Rose and Arlynn gave me some cough drops.They worked for a bit that night but not really.Because this morning I could not stop weezing! my mom is going to take me to the doctors today and I am praying that they dont tell that it was because of smoke.

Attempt to Escape Reality

Failed to work out.Basically a waste of money.But it's chill.Yesterday Arlynn picked me up and I went with Kim,Nessa,Len, Darrol, and others to D&G and seen them get a couple of piercings.Kim reminded me of Velma from off of scooby doo for some reason.Maybe because she was being a hardcore nerd reading us strange and funny facts.



It took forever to get from point A to point B.We were aiming for downtown but we didnt get there until around 4.In Urban Outfitters,I was reading this book called how to do things.It basically showed you how to do pretty much anything.Whether it be from how to cut a block of cheese in cool shapes to how to tell body language while being on a date.Walking the streets seemed pretty tiring and at yogotango I felt sick.As we were walking passed this fancy place my friend ran in there and grabbed a hand full of chocolates and mints from the bowl.I was reallly tired!












So After picking up Angela and going to E&G, I went home and crashed out for a good 2 hours.I woke up a little later than I anticipated and got ready.Gen picked me up and arlynn and her car met up at my house.

151's club event was whack.The dj was messing up and the performers werent all that great either.I think they should just go back to house parties.But it was nice of them to give us a shot out to SG.We finally left at around 12 and headed for the SG kick it spot(hookah lounge).There was soo much security there due to the shooting that took place there.After that Gen took me to jack in the box and then home.

Today was pretty busy.Being that I spent nearly all the money my mom gave me yesterday,she refused to give me anymore for Vanessas debut >.<.Its not that we dont have money its just she was mad i spent like 40 in one night. I just acted really sad and went to my room with.o saying anything and she told me to go to her room and she told me she would put me on a "budget".So we went to sears -.- and bought my stuff.Once I came home I crashed out only to wake up to a phone call.

And He Has School The Next Morning

Even though I went out last night, I still managed to get all of my homework and readings done AND wake up for school on time.Given the fact that we didnt get an early school day like the usual tuesdays, School was wack!I seen josephine for the second time this week =).Her and punk ass rose! I find it funny the way she gives me attitude. Which is fine because I know deep down inside she still misses me =).

Once I got home from school,I got in pjs and crashed tf out!For some reason I was really tired although I had gotten great sleep monday night.I woke up to a text from Arlynn asking me if I was going to the lounge that night.Only thing is my mom was still up.I was trying to get ready but the damn brush and gel was in her room.All I could do is make up some lame excuse saying that I was very hungry and I was gonna go to dennys for a bit.One thing about my mom is that shes not stupid.Its 11 And im leaving the house for food? She wouldn't give me the brush or gel so I did the water and comb method. It came out perfectly fine and I left anyway.

Gen was having problems with work so we talked and came to the conclusion that we should have fun that night. I didn't think it would be packed but it was.Most of the gang was there and I seen a couple of new faces.I blew my first O!It took me forever but I got it. To bad no one seen it -.-.Anthonys friend "Ricky" was kind enough to pass the E&J around and kevin was nice enough to let me use the 4 locos as a chaser.The back of my head was telling me not to get to fucked up being that it was a school night and all but the other said you'll be okay.

The cops parked across the street from the lounge which was a big sign that meant get the fuck out of there.So they closed it early and we all decided to go to super sergios.I have no clue why but, everyone kept on talking about sex.I did not really participate in the conversation.I couldn't help but to laughed.

At around 4 I finally crashed out only to wake up 2 hours later.

For some reason everyone is having relationship problems.I'm forbidden to say any names or situations but I hope they are alright.

I need to stop binging on alcohol and hookah though. Im getting a gut! a big one.After next weekend no more of that.I'm most likely gonna be around it but i'm gonna make an attempt to fight temptation.

Today was no different besides the fact that I was a bit tired.After school I stayed and watched letters from Iwojima. In my opinion, the Japanese had so much more heart than the Americans.It showedd the Japanese prospective on the war.Movies don't usually do that but it was great.

I took a 2 hour nap at around 5 and Woke up to fried rice and seasoned chicken.It was good.

Homework is pretty uninteresting right now.Especially to kill a mocking bird.But the only choice is to just read the boring shit.

Confusion Much?

Vday didn't go according to plan.It ended up being like that for alot of people I know. But I figure its for the better.At around 9 or so, my mom left to a comedy show or w.e. and I got ready.I told Gen, Gener, and Arcee to help themselves in since I would be in the shower.When I get to my room Arcee basically played room raiders and played some music on my computer.They had brought a bottle of e&j (extra juicy!) And I downed some of it before leaving.Gener had taken a whole box of cookie crisps.It felt a bit like old times since arcee rode with us again.

We did the usual hookah lounge and met up with everyone there.It gets costly if you think about it.I think all together with pitching in on a hookah, I have spent well over 70 bucks since the first time ive been there.The usual smoking inside drinking outside took place.I still cant blow an O no matter how hard I try haha.Only people who can suck dick can do that! (kidding).They ended up closing the place earlier than usual because a fight broke out between one of the workers and some dumb mexican.The mexican got beat up.While clearing out the place, many people began to argue and their was almost a riot.

I found it wierd how we left there to get away from drama but at super sergios more drama had broke out. A drunk lady started making in fun of sonnys hair design.Instead of laughing with her, he cracked a joke right back.Apparently the lady was wearing a chetah print shirt and he blurted out "SHUT UP CHEETAH LADY!" The lady flipped out! She was calling him little boy and so much more stuff.She even called the cops! While she stood near the cash register, Kevin tran was trying to get order food and said "excuse me."He even said it nicely.But all she could do was yell and push him. "CALM DOWN LADY! IM TRYING TO ORDER MY FOOD!"at that moment he grabbed her sweater arm and she flipped out even more!"THATS ASSAULT!" Everyone decided to leave there and just go to dennys.Well that is until the cops drove into the damn parking lot -.- that basically called everything a night.Gener threw up so much!While we were driving he had said he doesn't throw up anymore and he has tolerance.MY ASS!

Yesterday I woke up pretty late and got ready for Dennis and Daniels bbq.I really was in no mood that whole day.Arcee still made me laugh though.when we got there, The food was soo good!I made a spamburger(spam and beef patty).Both of the kevins and I had jumped in Daniel's car and killed 2 fourlocos.The ones who are 18 from swang gang basically rubbed it in our face that they were going clubbing.While they were at the club we were at daniels listening to music and hanging out.Kent and others (including myself) smoked some lemon kush.It taste like lemonade! We hot boxed his car and everyone was acting like retards! I just played rocket race on the sk until we got out.

we got really hungry again so we went to churches chicken.On our way there we were listening to some song by e-40 and Out of nowhere everyone started talking like him in his voice.I could not stop laughing.Especially when freddie was reading every word out loud he seen in that voice.(FOODLAND,54TH, STOPLIGHT! ARCO etc.)when we were ordering food We'd interupt kent. Hed say can I get a umm.. And then one of us would blurt out "FAT DICK!" haha.The damn car broke down to.. his older sister had to bring us some stuff for the car and we were set.



I ended up going to hookah lounge AGAIN! In my opinion, we should switch it up for a bit.I guess its because thats one of the only places closest to a club where they don't card.I had a talk with someone and it was alright.Im at that point where it will take me a while to take anyone serious again.some of the usana workers had came by to. My belt kept on rubbing against my stomach while dancing and now i have a damn scratch on my tummy.Kevin had pulled me to the side and I smoked a bowl of lemon kush in the cut.Then Brandon got me and we all hopped in the car and drank some e&j.by the end of the night I was buzzing hard.

Dennys was pointless because all we did was sit in the car.I got home at around 30 and watched tv for a bit before going to sleep.

Today I slept all day and watched tv like a lowlife bum.I am really hungry and I felt anti social for the day.I am starving so I am gonna go look for food..

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

But I found my book =). Im pretty sure that i wouldnt have finished much even if i had it up until now.So much has been going on, so I am just going to do a brief recap on everyday.And as for pictures and videos,those will eventually be posted up.

TUESDAY

School was the usual drag.Depressed because when I was packing up my backpack that morning,I could not find that damn book! It kinda made me late tp first period.What a noob I am right..After school, I went with Vincent to pick up his cousin asia and we went to his house and watched family guy while doing homework.He let me borrow the mic for the new sg track we've been working on.It sounds pretty proffesional.Luckily no one was home so I could record it haha.My mom would prolly think I was on drugs.Unfortunately I didnt save it because it was just practice.I hit the sheets at around 1230 or so.

WEDNESDAY

Someone put in major work for Swang Gang. I basically ran from a narc to see it.Everything was perfect timing. Especially the way Wen pulled up to the side and I just jumped in.On the freeway we were attacked by a bee! It was in the car and I was going to smoosh it until Davids dumbass rolled down the window and it flew around.Me being allergic threw my phone at it.David was just waving his hat around screaming like a bitch the same way I did.Wen just held his hoody over his face while driving lol.There wasnt much we could do. The bee later was smushed when we got to arcees house.As for the fight, Mama gen even took off some work to back up my friend.We all met up then went to crawford to grab the rest of swang gang.It played out like a fuckin movie! We went in the alley in all different directions and met up in the middle. I'll let the video do the talking.

The cops pulled up right after that and we had to cut through apartments.A couple of our friends were handcuffed and questioned but there wasnt much they could do since no one from the fight was there.We later went to the beach and played football for a bit.









Once it got dark we went to freddies house where we were messing around in the studio.I got angie to say "let me smell your dick" and we looped it haha.

After some time we all decided to go to the hookah lounge and kickback.

THURSDAY

I failed my corporal drill test for the 4th time in a row and cried.LOL its not often that I do that but I was just frustrated.I practiced and reviewed it through my head a million times! I know its just because I was really nervous. I forgot to call out 3 different commands.Other than that I was good.During lunch my day wasnt going great so Arcee picked me up and took me to Rallys then Arlynns.Her and I did homework then went to morse to pick up Rachel.She took me home and I crashed tf out!

Friday

During Lunch we had a sex talk lol.I guess Fridays are sex talk days!I found my book! Since I took the initiative to pester every one of my teachers about it since the day it was missing, one of them found it for me =).Our spanish teachers brother was murdered so we had a sub.All I did was talk to im people since it was sooo boring and we were watching a movie.

Later that night,Arlynn picked me up and we went to the mall then L&L then Swirly cup(not even like that).Kent william and his friend got picked up and we ended up going to hookah lounge since the party we were gonna go to got popped.The hookah lounge was soo much fun!We kept on running back and forth to the car for some E&J. Kim vlisa and gavin met us up there.At dennys I got the slam burger and it was sooo scrumdidlyumpcious! Now I wish I would have saved it.We later went to seaport village and walked around until like 5 in the morning.It was soo coold! But I found it well worth being cold.Gavin and his cereal box.He did not wanna leave it alone what so ever.

Rainy Weekend...

Due to sleeping all day and being out all night (nocturnal) over this 3 day weekend, I have to do the several blogs in a blog thingy again. haha.

FRIDAY

I failed to do the test because I seen that it didn't need to be done until the end of the weekend (today).Gen picked me up, and we met up with everyone at Freddies sisters house.It was his birthday so he had a drink up. We drank a couple of Hienekins and joked about swang gangs myspace page.everyone clowns on everyone sooo bad! And to think, it all started with kent posting a dumb picture and saying it was me! The highlight of the night is being reunited with one of the originals from sg. Arcee and Wen kidnapped him in vegas! It was soo great =). We ate otterpops in the rain and listened to music. It's been a little long since we have all hung out like that.Maybe now that Anthony is back itll be somewhat like old times again.

At 1 everyone had to leave so we left to the hookah lounge and stayed there for about a good hour.We bought our refill but didn't get to use it before it closed.The man told us we could save it until next time.Since I put 10 dollars on our hookah and didnt bring any extra cash I was broke for the night.

Being that everyone had an empty stomach, Denny's sure did sound great. The place was reaally ghetto! There were pimps and hoes no lie! and some confused white guy cracking jokes about himself ("This girl said she wanted atleast six inches of fucking, so I Fucked her 3 in and 3 out" or "A girl once told me she wanted to be fucked by 12 inches so I fucked her twice and slapped her") That guy was wierd. Oh and it got much more entertaining. Some big black guy came in and shouted "BIG DICK IS IN THE BUILDING! I REPEAT BIG DICK IS IN THE BUILDING!" People there were frikkin nuts. Then some guys from brims were shouting for one of their friends "AY LIL WI! LIL WI WI HURRY UP NIGGA! AYY LIL WEENER BLOOD!" Let's just say that that is not something you see everyday. Gen and I split a sampler and it taste soooo good! The tangy chicken strips and seasoned fries were the best no lie.The night had ended around 4 or so.

SATURDAY

I finally got the cell phone turned on.It was raining like a bitch on our way to otay! My mom gave me a big ass speech about how I need to start coming home before 1 (since when did she care?) .My little brother is the one that brought it up.So it's either spend the night at a friends house or come in before 1.I did some laundry and attempted to take a nap since I knew it was gonna be a long night.

As I was dosing off Kim called and woke me up >.<>Before hopping in the shower, I found an old cd from like middle school. I played it and it brought back my gangster rap days haha.

Gen got me and we stopped by the ATM for some cash before making the remainder pick ups (Abby and Gener).Christys party was alright.The food made up for the DJ.I danced maybe like twice but I was mostly eating with Kim and hanging out in the lobby with Mymy and other suhi kids.I went outside for fresh air and I just so happened to see Kevin and others.He told me to go with him.When we got in the car, he brought out a tequila bottle and we took several drinks.Kevin was to drunk to go back inside so he just hung outside and smoked with others.The party ended, and we hit up a mira mesa function.

When we got there, everyone was faded haha.Swang gang hella repped in there.I found it funny how when we got there it got fun, then some people wanted us out.When we were leaving they kept on saying "NO COMEBACK! DONT LEAVE! " haha. I felt wanted.They were saying like "SWANG GANG CAN STAY! BUT EVERYONE WE DONT KNOW GET THE FUCK OUT!"We left anyway because some people started fighting.We later found out that A.C. shot it up.We had nothing to do so we decided to go back to the Hookah Lounge(AGAIN).

One thing that I noticed about the place, is that it's like a club on fridays and saturdays.It was packed!I seen chevy there and she gave Gener and I some southern comfort in the car.Iv'e never had that before but it was pretty good.I forgot how chill chevy is.While being in the lounge, Some funny ass song came on called let me smell your dick.Everyone was joking and singing haha.The joint closed at around 3 and we decided that dennys is getting a bit outplayed.







Mama suggested we go to this 24 hour taco shop on college.The food was sooo good! I was freezing my ass off in there. Gener and I split carne asada fries ( they were gone in less than 3 minutes) and I ate some of Gens Fat cali burrito. 4 o'clock and freezing, everyone split.

I ended up spending the night at geners.Chitter,Vicky,Palin and Melissa slept there to.We were frikkin squished. I woke up with my back aching and hot as a mofo! The girls left and Vince later picked me up and dropped me off at home where I slept longer, all day actually. Everyone wanted to hang out but wasn't sure what to do.Util Maly texted me that everyone should go to denny's.Philip and I rolled there but as we pulled up he wanted to get a couple of joose's. Tom,Arcee,David,Melissa,Rose,Chitter, and Anthony were at the taco shop on mission gorge and wanted to go to the hookah lounge instead.So we decided to do that.This time it was really chill.They didnt just play swanging music.It was like kick back with the homies.Since it was Arcees bday, Gen bought a slice of cake and snuck through the back and I announced his bday on the mic while the rest of swang gang and the usuals ran in.He had a big ass smile on his face.










The place closed early since its a sunday and Mostly everyone went to derricks house but we just went to clairemont and linda bought Anthony, Phil, and I food.The night ended and I crashed at around 5.

First Exam

I haven't even got around to do the reading I was suppose to! I'm gonna try to do the unthinkable and wing this crap.If I fail I am going to have to pass the rest of them. I highly doubt this would be a great first impression on my professor.

I loved the way the weather just plays games with me. One minute it's hot and the next minute it's like frikkin pouring rain.And for what! Damn global warming -.-. I highly doubt that it will ever be cured due to carelessness.

School was the same thing as yesterday. BORING!!! besides the fact that at lunch the everyone decided to talk about sex.LET ME TELL YOU! I thought I was the only one that has done funny accidental things but I was wrong.Even the girls!

After school, John and I dropped off Vanessa and her friend rather than watch the fight that was suppose to happen between Nico and Derek.I found that fights are pretty immature unless its for a real reason.That does not mean that i wont beat some ass though! haha. We picked up Monasty at Morse then went to my house for some money. I was lucky my mom didnt read the d and f report that was sent home >.< That would have been it! even though I had made up my spanish grade, that smart guy decided to send it out anyway -.-. After that, we went to taco bell. On our way there, I spotted Travis and John. Travis was attempting to hit John in the balls and john kicked him square in the forehead! It was hilarious. Some old black guy started laughing.I have never spent 10 dollars on fast food and stayed at taco bell for an hour and a half. We reminisced on middle school days.

Once I got home, I took a shit and a nap. It felt sooo greaat! And now, I am gonna get this test done before I even look at tonights agenda.

Mixtape

Today seemed like a pretty long day, so once I got home, I decided to pop in the organology mixtape and chat a bit.Freddie joachim is that shit. Maybe one day i'll be able to make music just like him. He is what I define as real hip hop and I am probably sounding like a fag bag right now EEK!

So nothing very interesting happened today besides the fact that I caught up with all of my homework and Vince and I ate 2 big macs! (I'm a fat fuck for my size).During lunch, Rathana totally acted like he was going to fight someone but then turned away once he seen the guy.I found it very amusing. In spanish class, we talked about the problems that are going on in tj. It is said that they find an average of over 20 decapitated heads a day right now.I guess it has to do with the cartels and corrupt cops. Just to think that its right next door!

Tomorrows friday and I have no clue what I am going to do yet. Anthony is out so hopefully we kick it since he will be reunited with swang gang.

STYE,,

atleast thats what it feels like. My doctor said my eye is irritated. This morning I woke up to a swollen eye for some reason. My mother refused to let me stay home so I stayed in my room until she left. She was suppose to buy my books today but she forgot so tomorrow for sure.There wasn't much to do today but to read my book and watch a couple of documentaries.

I watched this documentary, I forgot what it was called but it was about children who live in brothels in India. This lady fell in love with them and tried to get them out of there and put them in school. Most of the parents failed to realize that an education would be the best for the children and a way out of the poverty they endure everyday. This made me very greatful. It goes to show that school shouldnt be taken for granite.Especially a free one. It is no one elses fault that someone has become very unsuccessful in america today.

I went window shopping online and kind of made myself irritated. My mom said she's not gonna give me everything I want. The only way is to earn it -.- Yeah that seems reasonable, but i havent had a new pair since november... So maybe one more dreadful month and ill have a new pair of shoes =). I could also save the money my mom gives me but the temptation to spend is growing bigger and bigger. So far I have 54 put up.We'll see how much longer I can put up with not spending.

The homework is calling my name so i'd better get to it.

and for the person who doesnt know how to do auto play, just click autoplay near the code before you copy it.

Uniform Day Tomorrow...

What a depressing thought.In my opinion, it is pointless. But it makes up of nearly a third of our grade. I figure it's best I make sure everything is intact before I hit the sheets. Kimberlys punk ass just gave me a low blow on aim >.< FREAK THAT! But anyways, today was nothing special besides the fact that I felt like a criminal. I did nothing out of the ordinary but I just felt like one.Before going home, I went to the barber shop with vince. It seriously reminded me of the movie. The talks the barbers had given us was very deep. Once that was done, we went to tacobell and I got my usual baja blast and crunchwrap YUUUMMM!!

Homework was done in less than an hour for once... I plan on going to plaza tomorrow after school and buying another hoody maybe.I think I need another pair of shoes so I might just save the money and wait a little longer.

Discipline

Is what I need right now.Not the kind where you get in trouble for doing something bad.But the type that helps you get stuff done. I come to notice that you can't really get anywhere without it. Once the motivation has left your body, it's more than likely that you will put off your priorities (referring to school). I am not giving up on school what so ever. But I feel the urge to just not wanna do my homework. I still do it though.

SATURDAY

After waiting for the longest time, Philip finally picked me up.Maly and I were the last ones to get picked up. But it was no big deal.Tom,Angela,Kon, and Sinty all rode in the car.Kent was a little slow sending the directions so we said forget it and went to clairemont.A frien of Kons was celebrating her birthday at a karaoke bar. It was sooo much fun. That was my second time being to one. It was a bit funny just walking past other rooms and seeing others singing (especially the ones who sang in hanguel). The room was pretty hot since there were over twenty people and no type of cooling system. They asked Kon to buy some more beers so Gina,Pekani(pek pek),Angela,Philip, and I went with him.Gina and I came to the conclusion that we should go half and half on a UV but it was to bad that they didn't sell that at 7/11. So I just bought a 4loco and she got a big ass bottle of smirnoff.When we got back to the karaoke bar, some wierdo kept on looking at sinty and i.He looked like a freakin white supremisist.Anyways, while being in there tom kept on requesting BIG but no one really payed attention haha.At the end they gave us an invite to a sorority party but we had declined since we still needed to meet up with the rest of swang gang.On our way to the hookah bar on paradise valley rd., I finished my whole thing.Gina came prepared, she gave me a straw and what not.It was great seeing everyone at the hookah lounge. We did the cha cha and the electric slide haha.The place closed at around 3 and everyone mobilized to the new swang gang spot, the taco shop near point loma.










Due to to many puffs of hasheesh and the carbonated water from the 4loco, I yakked a bit on the side of arbys.Nate was nice enough to bring me some water. I ate so many carne asada fries. I noticed that taco shop while being a bit buzzed taste the best.After hanging out there, we called it a night and Arlynn took me home =).I missed gen though.Her and I always have little talks on the way home and update eachother.

SUNDAY

I woke up to a call from vince asking me for my help.When he got to my house he had a shit load of dvd's from blockbuster. They all had locks on them and so I googled how to take them off. After all that happened I went back to sleep pretty early.

MONDAY

Today I come to realize that the little friends I have at my school can be a destraction. In geometry( since i messed up freshman year -.-), I was taking notes and all vince could do is talk to me.It gets really annoying that he doesn't take school seriously and expects to copy off of me everytime. So I finally told him to shut up and let me do my work and that if he fails the class its no one elses fault but his.I could tell he got a little butt hurt because when I was talking to mr. Yang he just interupted saying no one cares and some other trivial shit.I told him that no one was even talking to him and he felt dumb.So he started cussing.I know that he is my ride to school and home but I could care less about that.If something is annoying me I speak up and I have been trying to ignore it for the longest time.That was not the end of my day and I didn't let it ruin my day either.I finally finished the book i've been reading for the longest time.So during lunch Travis and John came with me to the library to check out another book.It's called FINDING LUBCHENKO by Michael Simmons. So Far it's about a son of a millionaire who doesn't get any support from his father.His father is a lutheran who believes in working for what you want.So this kid takes the stuff around the million dollar corporation and sells them on ebay. That is as far as I have gotten so far but I will finish it.I'd better get started on homework before it gets to late.