The Relationship

was to routine like and dumb. im not gonna type an essay on this. just know it ended because you can only take to much. So who.e's next on her list be my guest. im gonna nap and drink up k bye!

MOM

YOU ARE A FUCKING NAIVE RETARD! I swear to god. So this is why when I leave my house I usually hide the direct tv card and change my password on my computer. I come home to a messy ass room and all this dumb shit on my computer. Apparently my litle brother and sister enjoys watching skyline piru videos and looking up fights. On top of that they unplugged everything in my damn room. All my mom had to say is "I look up fights and stuff like that its okay" WTF BITCH ARE YOU FUCKING RETARDED?! THEY ARE LITTLE ASS KIDS! I seriously cant wait to get the fuck out of this house. These kids dont listen. And I literally hate them! My mom came in my room asking me if I wanted to go to Soak City and I said fuck no. NOT WITH THEM. THEY ARE FUCKING CRAZY. I SERIOUSLY DONT ACT LIKE ANYONE IN THIS IMMEDIATE FAMILY AND I FUCKING HATE IT. I MEAN HONESTLY WHOS MOM THINKS THERE KID IS HOOKED ON MET JUST BECAUSE THEY STAY IN THERE ROOM AND DO HOMEWORK ALL DAY!? WHAT A FUCKING RETARD. ON TOP OF THAT SHE DOESNT WANT ME TO MARRY AN ASIAN GIRL SHE TELLS ME TO BE MORE LIKE MY GRAND MA AND MARRY SOMEONE BLACK. WTF IS THAT!? SHE CALLS THEM BUDDHA HEADS YET SHES HALF KOREAN? WHAT A FUCKING RETARD. I SWEAR ITS LIKE SHE WANTS ME TO BE SOME SORT OF CRIMINAL. TURN GHETTO JOIN A GANG AND GO TO JAIL.

CAMP!

im so stoked to go! =] just 13 more days and ill be attending! I didnt go last year but from the looks of it, it will be fun =]

Inconvenient truth

So if this is what it takes for you to get my attention, you've got it.
First of all you would the last person I'd ever think to be a hypocrite.
It never came out of my mouth that I didn't care about you. As for the
consequences and what not, it doesn't concern you. You don't even know
what's going on so there's no need to assume. You say you ended my shit
talking when it was only the truth. Im not going to sit here and act
like everythings all honkey dorey and stuff. Call it what you want, but
I realized things that's all. Cruel and truthful come hand and hand so
if you can't handle the heat then stay out of the kitchen. If you moved
on then you wouldn't have taken to write all of those blogs about me. I
did exactly what you wanted me to do. Move the fuck on and try and
forget. So stop playing the victim for once. You make it seem like im
such a bad guy when im not. I guess you can say that it just sucks to
know a raw person. Which is me. Im nowhere near as wrong as you were.
Think about it. I wouldn't be where I am today all fucked up in the head
and still working on school if it weren't for you. I was doing just fine
in school. And the past haunted me. Your the only part of the past and I
got away from that shit. Look where it got me now. So is this what you
want!? A fucking response? Well you got it. Never did I say I didn't
care or think about you or anything like that. Im just trying to live my
life and im pretty sure you are. So what the fuck do you want from me!?

What a Weekend "POPPED"

Friday

I have one word, FLAKE. People are so damn caught up in the party life they feel the need to be fake about things rather than just being straight up. I dont know about you but I hate people like that. Just to think that those some of those people in which are suppose to be my selected few are pretty fake.

Arlyn picked me up and we went to her house to set up for a movie night. Both the kevins, Larry, Ravy, Arlyn and I took the time to move around all of this shit and set it all up in her backyard. All we needed was a projector. Which one of our friends had. Rather than telling us they were'nt going to show up. They just straight up pulled something out of there ass. Which is fine. I just did some reevaluating and my friend list seems to get smaller and smaller.

Overall the night still went well, we dropped off Kevin and decided to drink up in Amanda's room. I still managed to have fun. If you didnt know, I still party but I dont let it go to my head. And to think that if it wasnt for gener and I none of them would be as popular as they think they are. I find it much more fun to kick back with friends than to party with fakes.

Shot after shot, people tend to get hungry so we dropped by in n out and chowed down before calling it a night. Luckily we got in before they closed haha.

Saturday

Now you could say this is when the fun happens! Gen picked me up. There was Kristy, Brandon, and Anthony. I had a choice to attend various parties but people were being cheap so we decided to go to the party that terrell helped organize. His party was a disaster! The dj flaked ( one of our friends) lord knows where he decided to go and on top of that we had to pay. So thats when I spoke up and said fuuuck this! 5 dollars to do just about nothing!?! I got invited to an sdsu party, which I did not think I would be going to because they didnt want to go. So I didnt dress for the occasion. But you know us! FUCK IT! hahah.

Getting there, we got name tags and photo's snapped. I didnt try to get into every picture because I was not dressed for the occasion =.= But talk about DRINKS GALORE! From what my friend told me it was over 700 dollars worth of alcohol.

Every party comes to an end, and the cops who have no life had to end it. Josephine got ahold of a connec, and we were discussing business when the cops were just on the other side of the door. A quick money exchange and a yellow david did the trick. It didnt start kicking in until I was at super sergios. People say they dont have an appetite to eat while rolling but I do! haha. The night ended around 3 and I was far from a comedown. So I decided to spend the night at nates. I just layed in bed and watched tv hoping for the comedown to kick in. I kinda forgot how it was to roll since I havent since halloween. But I felt great =]

LMFAO!

So there are various reasons why my blog is called due to chronic boredom and this is one of them. This is what you get when your chatting with an old friend at 3 a.m. ENJOY!





THANKS VANESSA "MIRACLE" BARTOLOME <3

Ever Licked an Ash Tray?

That's just about what travis did the other night! The funny thing about being on the phone is not seeming to pay as much attention. Travis and I were in the back for a smoke break (In which I did not smoke), when he left. I was eating a bowl of fried rice and got down to my last 2 bites. So I figured rather than eating it, why dont I just prank travis! Grabbing the ash tray I dumped it all in the bowl and mixed it all up.

Once he came out I was trying so hard not to laugh. I acted like I was full and told him he could have the rest. I mean honestly, what fat guy would pass up fried rice? haha

Since it was so dark outside he didnt notice the bowl was filled with ashes and butts. He was seriously eating it! Bite after bite! I thought he would notice but he didnt until he pulled someting out his mouth and put a light to it to see the word KOOL! he started throwing up!

I wish I could have gotten the throwing up part on camera..

These past couple of days

Rather than being all out and about, I spent 2 or 3 days with my cousin travis. It kind of mellowed me out more than I already am. Because I didnt need drinks in order to have fun.Just about all I did was play COD,Halo, and UFC on xbox live.

Putting up dry wall isnt as hard as I thought it would be. All you have to do is take measurements saw it out and putty the wall in which the drywall is put.

IB yesterday wasnt that big but I still managed to catch a great set. Adrian was being a little pussy.( kidding) but you cant blame him. The average person wouldnt go to far out without a wetsuit on. Marc totally busted his nose by being crashing and being dragged across the ocean floor so we had to leave =.=

Surfing

The web that is. For some reason I woke up at 7 this morning =.= Took out the trash cans and decided to do some browsing. I have no idea how it happened but I ended up downloading countless mixtapes and what not through blogspot. Youtube has just about everything so look what i found =]

Jocked

Okay so its one thing to talk about me daily, but its another to sit there and go through my comments and friends to try and talk to who i talk to. That shit gets pretty annoying but I mean if you insist so be it. Comments are there to be read right? haha Unlike those selected few (which I will not name) I have a life. But I would be nice if you got the fuck off of my page! okay bye =]

I also find it funny how a girl would go the extra mile just to run the same game on 2 different people. Like I wouldnt catch on to it. I mean if he wants round 3 just let me know and id be happy to give that to him.

Due To Chronic Boredom

My blog isnt called that for nothing! this is what my week consisted off =]

Whipits!

ARE FUCKING AWESOME! Its basically huffing. A couple of days ago I went by the smoke shop (what use to be the hookah lounge) after about 30 minutes of chatting with jesse, I asked what these strange looking balloons were for. Rather than explaining he just showed. Travis Adrian and I went to the back and took turns.

Every inhale and exhale begins to get weaker and weaker. The room spins and you feel like a 2 minute roll if that. As for your surroundings, everything echoes and your body begins to feel like a knock out in fight night. there was this massive fan and it began to play techno hahaha. I went about 3 or 4 rounds. the only bad part about it is that it kills brain cells. So it will rarely ever happen.