Give a Man a Fish, He'll Eat for a Day Teach a Man to Fish, He'll Eat for a Lifetime

Since the Girls have been in Temecula, the guys have been hanging out.The day before yesterday, I just chilled at Travis house. Watched movies and played cod. we were suppose to go bodyboarding but being lazt got to us.so later on that night the guys from swang gang decided to go fishing. It wasn't as boring as I anticipated it on being. I caught sea bass =) and two other people had caught stingray. This guy caught a shark and kevin went to go see.The man was giving us a lecture about fish and kevin blurts out, "I DON'T CARE!I JUST WANT TO SEE THE DAMN SHARK!" hahaha.between 8-2 we played soccer with a hawaiin punch bottle,kevin freestyled, told storys about op at vindong, and chilled.The unfortunate thing is that I had to be home alone. Opp is what kept me up that night. Supposedly this ghostly figure haunts vindong a market in eastside. It is said that his head and intestines float around and bites shit. If you do see him, your face will be scared shitless and you won't think or be the same anymore.











The next day I was suppose to hang out with Bree. Since she went to my house she thought it'd be a great idea for me to go to hers. But my mom was being a little ______. She had the nerve to ask me why
I did'nt go to her house -.-. I'm seriously lagging on my permit test. If I had the permit I would'nt need to ask her for a ride no way! Since I did'nt go to brees house, Wen gave me this website where you could watch anime. It was like a dream come true! I watched an episode of kenshin (which i will be following up on like old times) then i got ready.Philip picked gener and I up to go with him tony and wen to clairmont.Before we drove up there we went to the taco shop ( that fuckcker didnt give me guacamole again) We pushed a damn car up and down a street about 5 times. I guess Tony wanted to buy it but he had no way to get it home so we tried to push start it. After all of that, we chilled at berries and beans (frozen yogurt). I bought peanut butter flavor with mochi and strawberries on top.we played a couple of intense rounds of uno until closing. Since we did'nt have shit else to do we stayed at geners house for a good hour and a half. Philip attempted to give wen pink eye more than 5 times if you catch my drift.We had the option to go to a kick back with morse step team or go to annies for patron. Neither of those worked out for some reason.We visited Jeff and Zack pretty much told on Jeff about talking shit behind Geners back. Sinty met up with us and we cruised eastside for a while. Parking in a random place, and the prank call fest began. once it hit about 3 we called it a night.As for today, it's new years eve but i'm not sure what were gonna do.

-btw,big ups to Tom Pham for making this ACTION PACKED video =)

Dear Diary

Well the reason why I haven't blogged is because swang gang girls wanted to be a smart ass and buy me a diary for christmas =). So I've been putting that to use. NOT! Well if you didn't know, everyone is on good terms now. I got a phone call which was very mature of someone. So starting from saturday, I slept all day then got ready to go to mary's party. Her party was'nt bad at all. Everyone danced. Terrell dragged me into a car full of gorgeous young women and we drank uv and 4 locos until marys older bro told all of us to get in the party. I owe gina a uv for her bday since she always shares her drinks with me =). Then I caught gen,philip, and tony trying to sneak off.I already knew what they were up to so I went with them to down some hennessy,joose and monster.I was buzzin hard.The party ended at around 1230 or so.





Swang Gang and a couple of other associates parking lot pimped at 7/11.Thats when swang gang girls decided to hand out funny gifts.The only time I plan on using that thing is when I need to whipe my ass! haha i kid. We ended up wasting our time going to linda vista where a party had gotten popped. There were cops everywhere. The group had to split up and meet at angelas house. The all nighter really began there. Watching a scary movie and a hood movie should be the new routine. I didnt get any sleep. At 6 in the morning, We decided to go eat. In the process of looking for a place to eat at, a car war started between kents car and ours. Angies car was to far back, and philip didnt want his car to get messed up.At the stop light, I chewed up a cookies and cream and chucked it at his wind shield. by then we pulled up to the taco shop and i bought a cali b for mama gen and i to split.Everyone else wanted pho so we went to some pho restaurant and some of us ate taco shop there haha. That bathroom got damaged big time haha.









I got home and about 830 and slept until bree came over. We actually got along haha. After eddie( her older cousin) picked her up, I packed my stuff and went to my cousin travis' house. I've just been being a nerd playing cod (call of duty) online and watching movies. As for today, I may go bodyboarding since its been a while. I need to get my feel back for it.

=)

If you didn't know, the "NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH" entry sparked up a little bit of stuff. It's very unfortunate to the ones who are still butt hurt about it because I don't care.Yesterday was some what a venting day. MAMA Gen picked Gener and I up, and we went to the mall. Within that time, there was a couple of fights that broke out at the mall with ssi, aib, brims, and skyline. The only thing i hated was that they went on a lock down procedure. The only store that was open was spencers.So I bought a shirt there. Gener chopped down his neighbor for a pretzel and a drink since she works at wetzel pretzel. That was some pretty good stuff.Everyone was hungry so we went upstairs. I got chili cheese fries.I seen vince. We had small talk and what not. While Gen, Gener, and I sat there eating, we talked about girls and guys, old incidents. "Gener you have a story for everything".After sitting there for about an hour or two, we left to angelas house. While we were over there we watched hancock and baby boy (Both some good movies). Then the pranks came. Everyone was throwing blankets on eachother and piling up on eachother. A couple of people got wedgies including myself. SOMEONE GOT THERE BRIEFS RIPPED OFF! When "Swang Gang Girls'" got there it was a little awquard. But it did'nt make a difference if they were there or not, we still had fun.As they were leaving, we ended up talking to them.Maybe I did come off as an asshole(which I always do), but none of what I said was a lie. I'm happy I said what I said even though someone got butthurt about the truth. It's funny how she had nothing to say until I asked her if she had something to say twice. It's just unfortunate that Melissa was'nt there. Who knows, we might have been on good terms. Maly really stepped up out of all of them and I give her props for that. Eventually the cops came and flashed the lights on us. Since philip had his detachabl steering wheel they thought we were out to steal a car.Angie and them went home and we went back into angelas house. I was sooo fucking cold outside! In angies house until about 4, we read cold case files online and discussed the shit thats going on in cambodia and vietnam. Could you believe that girls are going crazy out there and chopping up there children and husbands.Several cases of that had happened. On the ride home, Gener tried to say that theirs a drug dealer on every corner. Last I checked, they smuggle drugs in the u.s. more than they sell in tj.

more drama

I've come to realize, I'm a selfish son of a bitch.Certain people do so much for me and I could do nothing but take it for granite.Nothing is going as planned but I can do nothing but hope for the best.Because in the long run, very few people will be there to support the choices and decisions I have either made or will be making.

Grinch That Stole Christmas

The day was boring as fuck. I just stayed in the house all day.People don't seem to appreciate that but i'm not even trippin. Here I am stuck in another conundrum. If I stay in the house I just hear complaints and if I go out i'm just a bad person.WTF! On top of that, I'm so called wrong for speaking my mind and telling the truth.Fuck it. Some christmas I'm having so far. I don't even care. This day is suppose to be for jesus being born.Although I admit that i do still miss christmas about 5 years ago. Getting dressed up and begging to open up presents.

well merry christmas!

Anthony from sg took the time to make this video from las vegas

Skipped A Couple Of Days

I apologize for the inconvenience.Unfortunately I haven't had the chance to blog. So over these passed couple of days I've hung out with mostly east siders.They are all pretty chill. so starting my day from Monday , I was woken up by a phone call at around 930 or 1o. I forgot.Got up,cleaned, and got picked up.Some people have no sense in direction even though I map quest it! Well anyways I went to in n out where this old lady could not stop talking! I'm surprised I didn't get annoyed.Well after that we went to best buy for a damn blow dryer. I had no idea they sold them there haha. Nordstroms was so damn expensive.After that we went to Tapex I had taro. That shit was the bomb as usual.We hit up the piercing then I went home. It was raining so damn much. After being bored in the house larry im'd me and we came to the conclusion that I should spend the night at Nates house with Him, Kevin, and Terrell. It made me feel like a little kid again.We at 2 big ass things of carne asada fries with a carne asada burrito. The whole night we did nothing but talk about females and did pranks on each other. I guess I could have an immature side for once. We all crashed out like some sardines(insider) at around 5 or so. Waking up we all started laughing for no reason.We all came to the conclusion that we should hit up the mall. Until poor nate got in trouble for us being loud the night before.Poor guy ciouldnt get out. I showered and got ready like the rest of them, got an edge-up, and got picked up by Ravy (rabbit). We picked up Lorenzo then got dropped off at carols house for a little bit.Rather than going to the mall, we all went ice skating. Arcee, Wen, and others met us up there. Surprisingly i did not fall. Wen busted his ass. The thing ended at around four so I ended up with sore feet and a blister. I rode with Arcee to drop off Daniel and Kathleen and we bumped some gangster shit. For some reason im getting into that music like I use to be when I was younger.We all met up at mid city gym and they balled up. Ravy bought double cheese burgers and mcchickens. As hungry as I was, I ate 4 burgers some fries and more than half of a parfait. Carols ass walked off so we ended up leaving her. We dropped off terell ,picked up carol, and dropped her off at abby's.Within that time I had taken a nap with all of the traffic that we experienced. Driving to Jona and Janine's house was like driving to mexico! When we got there we watched boyz n da hood and Halloween. Halloween was so damn retarded but Busta Rhymes whooped his ass. Lorenzo had to go home so it caused a chain reaction. I got home at nearly 1. As for today, I have the option of going to ravy and lorenzos bbq but i may have to go to my grandparents like we do every year.

Nothing But The Truth

As far as i know it, there is no real definition of real friends in my book,very few people have the right to call me that.It has nothing to do with being envious.Nor does it have anything to do with being jealous.I guess you can say the looking out for eachother part plays a big role in my life. Everything is all fucked up right now it's not even funny.I'm on the virge of saying fuck it and hanging out with who ever again. There is no need to say names again but we got twofaced groupies, some fake asses,pussy whipped bitches, and some wheenies. As you can see i dont lye in any of those categories so whats the point of chillin with them?

A Whole Lot Of Nothing

In the end, Nothing went as planned and I'm pretty sure my grandparents are mad at me right now.They never called me back so Gener came by and picked me up.When we parked in front of Ravys house to pick up Kevin, TEC(Tiny East side Crip) boys were posted up across the street mad dogging Gener and I.I'm pretty sure it's because him and I were flamed up and they've never seen us.Once kevin came out of the house to say whats up, they were talking shit but didn't say anything to us. Gener said hi to one of those guys girls and they were really making it obvious they did'nt want us there."WHO THE FUCK THESE NIGGAS ROLLIN UP ON OUR BLOCK CUZ" or "FUCKIN BUSTERS, WHERE THE FUCK THAT PUNK ASS NIGGA KEVIN AT?" as you can see they didn't say anything to us. I really wanted Gener to bump some cherry chuck gang but the cd was'nt in the car.Once we left, Gener, Kevin, and I went to meet up with everyone at azuma park or some shit like that. no one really balled up like they said they were.But it's what ever. Gener and I ended up leaving to his house. Right when I got there I crashed out. Had another wierd ass dream. (Nate,Terrell,and I went to papa johns and ate pizza with shrooms in it and some guy was trying to break into someones house).Anne walked in and woke me up -.-. We ended up hitting plaza up on a search for Geners moms birthday present.I seen franz, steven, and ac. I was sooo hungry, once we all got back to geners house I just ate one plate -.-.Gener dropped off anne and i took another nap.While waiting for Gen to pick us up, I played rock band(I GOT OFF ON THE DRUMS!). Alizes party wasn't that bad.I ate a shit load and smoked a bowl (which i never do!).The dj from decos was there. The cops came and Geners dumb ass doesn't know how to put his cup down hahaha.We all mobbed it to a party full of stateside heads.It was like one of those party in the front yard. Being that the meaning of an asian having a tail is that you are a gang member, Stateside tripped out on everyone. From what I heard they chased ricky down the hill.Everyone mobilized to bay view. Kevin was so high he invited me to go on a flying carpet to the sky and taste stars.He said "WE ARENT JUST STARS WERE UMMM..... SHOOTING STARS!".Everyone eventually split up. Half of us went to dennys and the other went to arlynns pad.At denny's i was sooo fucking annoyed. Someone kept on putting peoples shit on blast and being loud. I swear she gets so fucking annoying and immature at times. I love her and all but I wonder if she notices how obnoxious she is. After that we dropped off anne and called it night.Today is already starting out bad. My mom is still holding a grudge and there going out to eat with out me.

Another Bad Dream

The dream was wierd as fuck.I'm not sure what we did but Gen and I ended up going to juvenile hall. If it were to really happened I would have been scared. But I wasn't at the moment. Just another one of those real first person dreams. Anyways, when we got arrested we were split up for a bit. Then when I got in the hall, i had a beenie on. I just observed the whole place. It was a bit crazy but I was more worried about Gen. I planned to just stay in my cell for the 2 weeks I was sentenced. But When I left for food, a guy tried to take my beenie and i told him off. One of those black guys who take you in educated me on why i should have given the guy my beenie.He said if i would have given it to me he would have had my back if anything happened.We eventually became friends and everyone snuck into the girls part of the hall. It was a little hectic but I seen jonicka and gen together. I said hi to jonicka and asked her why she what she was in for but she did'nt wanna tell me so I grabbed gen and we escaped hahaha. Gener was waiting at a taco bell with gens car and we got away. Some how i ended up in my old housing community.The cops knocked on my front door and I ran from my garage to some randome persons garage. There were a group of kids my age just playing cards. At that time I closed there garage. I told them my situation and they talked me into turning myself in. saying that if i did then they wouldnt giv me as long a they were if i didnt. So i did. I told the first cop i seen and i was transfered to a different hall. This one was more hectic. For some reason I ended up seeing gen again and w agreed to escape through the cafeteria. This time, those cops called dogs on us. Gen told me, "whats the point of turning yourself in if your gonna get the same consequence". So I listened and we ran for the longest time. They did'nt stop chasing after us so i let gen get away while I stopped running. There were about 4 german shepards and 7 cops with there guns pulled out. They made me put my hands behind my heads and my face on the asphalt. At that moment I woke up with my face in the pillow.

ZXCVBNM

Last night was nuts!lets see where do i start. ummm... so i failed to take my test at the dmv >.< we went to late and hit traffic badly. But at least i got some foster freeze =). I went home and slept longer than I anticipated... (since bree didn't make sure i was fully awake before getting off of the phone when she called to wake me up). Daniel picked me up and we rolled to e&g. We eventually got out of nates house.His dad was being one of those strict asian parents. "STAY HOME AND READ A BOOK!""BYE DAD! SEE YOU LATER".Rolling up to the pad, I noticed nothing was set up yet -.- It was pretty last minute and I'm surprised we actually pulled it off.Gina pushed me to drink like a third of her 4 loco and i had a one to myself along with some iiager and jd.I was set for the night. I hated how the plug kept on being unplugged. But it was ok I guess.The party ended at around 12:30.There was a drive-by threat so everyone stayed in the house for a little bit.Everyone eventually went to terrells house for a little after party swore e. Gen had a bomb ass burrito. Maybe because i was a little drunk.But it taste good as a mofo.I eventually fell asleep there until gen woke me up to take me home. Once i got home I got on the comp and talked with a couple of friends for a but and crashed out. As for today, I called my grand parents like i do every saturday morning. They seemed very busy since it's my baby cousins first birthday and its gonna be big (LIKE SHE'S GONNA REMEMBER IT). They were suppose to pick me up. But i'm unssure if they are.I hope they don't.I'm just going to be the outcast out of over 100 chinks haha jk. But if i do not attend that crap, i'll be able to sleep and what not. I highly doubt my moms giving me any money since her and I got into a small argument about my little brother and sister. Only time will tell.

Mid Town East Side

Yesterday I had a bad ass dream and couldnt go back to sleep so I just watched tv until it was time to get ready.My u.s. history final was easy. I got to keep my A in the class. Travis punk ass got a letter raise because he cheated on his final. The stupid thing is the teacher caught him with the vocab terms out and he grabbed his test and threw it in the trash. Travis begged him to give him a blank one to start fresh and he did. Travis straight up walked to the trash got his test out and threw the fresh one in there and turned it in. He aced that shit.but its a c- so i dont really care.After the final are teacher told us we could leave so i got out at ten.As we were walking out the two fat bitches who work in the office made us go back. she said because we have 6th period(even though theres no final in it). We just walked back and once they were outta view we ran and hopped in my uncles truck. At travis house we just played cod and chilled. We walked to the taco shop and talked about the shit we use to do when we were younger. He brought up the time we use to egg our nieghbors car every night at the same time and we'd wake up to watch him wash his car haha. After chilling at his house Gener picked me up and we went to mid town or something like that. Swang Gang all went and played basketball (excluding me and larry since we suck). Freddy ripped his shorts that shit was hilarious. He was running around with a hoody tied around the front of his shorts. I went with arcee, auby, and larry to go outside to smoke (I didnt partake in that foolishness).Ravy wanted to go and drop off carol so larry,nate, and I hopped in her car and went. Come to find out Gener left me -.-. So I just chilled at Nates house with larry since I was stranded in eastside. I called daniel and he said he could give me a ride. In the mean time we just ate pizza,sent out stuff, and watched funny ass videos on youtube.Wen and Daniel picked up larry and i and took us home. When I got home i swept and mopped since my mom was upset that I was out late without telling her that i wouldnt be home til later.I got on myspace for alil then slept. Today i have some objectives. get a ride to eastside early, get a lineup, and get a some stuff.

Bad Dream

It ma seem really stupid but it seriously seemed real. It started in the success academy bunkers. I think there was some sort of party.Charmagne showed up. It was really wierd. So she hung out with me for a little bit then with alex.i seen bianca also. Something happened and there was a big comotion with alex and i we were fighting and i ended up shoooting charmagne in the face on accident. As the cops were on there way mr.jeffers told me I could either go to jail or get in his truck. Within the time of me grabbing the door handle someone swung a bat at me and i ducked. they began pounding on the truck.It flashed to charmagne coming in mr jeffers room and telling me to come on and lets hang out and so we did. (back to the scenario) Mr. jeffers got out and started shooting them. He told me to get in and we sped off down mount miguels faculty parking. Within that time we ended up in a muddy grassy area. we were being followed by several cars. looked like(RUF). Within that time, he started mumbling some sort of chant and started shooting at them. We ended up going down a river with the truck. The truck crashed and i had no choice but to die. Then all of a sudden i ended up in istars shop asking her if i was dead. She sensed my presence but couldnt really do anything about it. Flashed to my house, and walked mykala to the front porch and asked her if she could forgive me for being mean to her and that i only am because i care for her. she forgave me. after that, i ran up stairs to my parents room and started trying to tell my mom how much i loved her but she couldnt hear me. i touched her and she got the chills and a little scared. By that time i decided to take a shower. when iwas in the shower i asked dimasco if i was going to heaven. he told me i was not on the list jokingly. then he told me i was. And as i looked up i woke up. it may not make any sense but i did this so i could remember this

Let Me Live My Life

One of my finals was easy as a mofo. My confused white friend just copied off of me. Buts its all gee.As for the ROTC final, I GOT A DAMN D. I wonder how low my shits gonna go now. After that I went to lunch since some fat ass Mexican flaked on Vince and I haha. Him and i were sitting at the bus stop for a while. It was a good thing i layered up. 2 hoodys and some sweat pants under my jeans. On the bus a bill cosby look a like was making in fun of the bus ladies accent.It was hilarious. Once I got home, i got out of those clothes and made some food. I eventually got tired and took the daily nap. I actually sat down and did some homework today. Although I didnt even take the time to finish. Fuck it. Just one more day. I'll be out on break in less than 12 hours =). I've been under so much stress it's not even funny. It sucks when you get nothing but nagging from everyone. Left and Right. I'm a year away from being a grown ass man so i'm gonna do what I want when I want to. If I want to enjoy life while I have the opprotunity I will. It's not my fault i'm the way i became. Sorry my friends like to hang out alot. This is me. Well I need to do my routine and sleep. Good Night.

Finals

Waking up today, I did the usual routine. After i got out the shower i looked in the mirror and I noticed that I have some big lips haha. Fucking random right.Before i left the house I had some toast.The raisin bread. Could you believe i had a final for library aid!? I had to straighten out my sections and dust them haha.There was no need to complain since they gave me a little baggy with candy canes and chocolate. My english final was'nt as hard as I anticipited it on being.Although i did finish that shit right when the bell rang. During lunch, I studied for my spanish final. I'm very confident that I passed that final. Once school ended, I caught he bus home with vince. Vanessa pinched the shit outta me! But I got her back. Coming home was also the usual I just got into pj's and took a small nap. then i got up and started studying for tomorrows let 2 exam. You have no idea how much ive been studying for this shit.I still think im gonna fail it though. As for thursday, I can't wait. There is no final for my 6th period class so there is no point in going. Tomorrow night is gonna be hectic. There still is alot of studying to do for the u.s. history class. The break is gonna be so much fun. Hopefully it's just as good as last years winter break. I'm still full from the hamburgers. I had like 3 haha. Unfortunately i need to cut this short, grab some water, get in pj's and sleep.
MELISSA AND LISA ARE NUTS!
THANKS FOR THE SHOT OUT =)

Rainy Day

Finals begin tomorrow and i'm not sure if i'm ready for it yet. I guess you can relate this to how girls are with there virginity. Once again it sounds gay but it's true. In my personal opinion, for those who care about the outcome of there grades, should be put under alot of pressure. Honestly this shit could bring your grade down.If your okay with having a B on your final grade then more power to you, But i'm not. I put myself in this predicament and I can do no more than to move on from it. People fail to realize that highschool may be one of the keys to the real world. I'm happy I realized that shit before it was to late.Being late in the game is better than not being in it at all.Underestimating me only motivates me to not be lazy.I have to admit I am lazy, but i manage to get the work done. For instance, i stayed in during lunch and 2 hours after school to get some truancies out the way(read a book on MDMA) . Your probably thinking "KUDOS TO YOU WHO GIVES A FUCK" but i'm doing what i need to do. On top of that it rained today and I fucked up my tweeds >.< The very first thing i did when i came in the house was kick off my kicks and made a sandwich. My mom bought the bread from the bakery at albertsons and it was still alil warm. I put avacado and the usal.A hand full of ruffles made my day =). I grabbed the last packet of hot chocolate, went in my room, and closed the door. I booted the comp and played some hip hop. Being a real hip hop junkie puts you in your own world. I guarantee you that you could relate anything to hip hop. Well anyways, I was on myspace and aim for a little bit and decided to take a nap at 7. Right when i woke up I joted down some notes to study for tomorrow And here I am now but blogging about absolutely nothing. Ica sent me a couple of hip hop tracks and she still has it in her. Im gonna go slip into my superman pj pants and a white tee now.

TAG

I'm finally home. Today was fun.Gener and i decided to go to the mall. But before that we picked up maly and dropped her off at Angies. She got us for a ride there. So i put her purse out the window and made her chase after it down the street. Janine, jona, buyo, arlynn, kevin,larry, and some other people met up with us at starbucks before we dipped to plaza. Plaza was packed and there was nothing fun about it. Since we were hungry and broke, jack in the box seemed pretty good at the moment. I ordered 4 tacos, some fries, and a medium drink. They had some good ass zaesty dipping sauce. At that time, gen, maly, and angie met up with us. We discussed how bad the party sucked and what everyones gonna do about it. It just so happens that someone stole someones camera so were gonna hunt that bitch down!Once that was done, everyone got in there cars and drove off not even knowing where to go until gen came up with the wonderful idea to go to horton. We bumped in the lot and made car alarms go off. That shit was hilarious. I have no idea how the idea came about, but in pacsun someone tagged me and the game began. I got larry and we ran up and down the escalators. the game lasted about 15 minutes until we all got tired and hungry. I bought some super fries =) The guys were immature enough to have a spit ball war. Shit felt like we were all little kids again. Especially the part where we played telephone. ("CHICKITY CHINA THE CHINESE CHICKEN HAVE A DRUM STICK AND YOUR BRAIN STARTS CLICKIN!"). Horton also got alil played out so Arlyns house was the next destination. She has like 10 dogs. They look like they belong in the presidents house haha. To bad one of the wii controllers didnt wanna work otherwise i would have powned everyone in tennis. Once one person wanted to go home it caused a massive chain reaction and we all dipped home. Today was pretty fun for a sunday. I have spanish homework>.< lets just hope that i am able to do it in my first period class which is library aid.

ASDFGHJKL

This entry wont be started with the bad stuff that happened, it'll be ended with it. Yesterday, I woke up at around 10:30.In the process of making some noodles, Gener called me telling me he wanted to go to plaza. at plaza, he bought some stuff and we went on our way.I hate it when people have a car and we dont have shit to do hahaha. We decided to meet up with maly and angie at chopstixx. thats shit was good and cheap. It was soo fucking cold and i forgot to bring a jacket. Good thing maly had an extra one. we all ended up going to fashion and maly bought something for the party later that night. Geners dumbass had to make in fun of a crippled guy. i guess he looked like he was crumping in the middle of the street! the people who walk with those 2 poles. while we were in angies car getting a ride to his car gener jacked a couple of cd's that we bumped later on. once we got back to geners house we just chilled and his parents came home. we went to his uncles house for some food and dipped. Gen came and got us and we picked up melissa and kathleena. When we got to the party it wasnt bad at all! The security guard had a swang gang shirt on hahah "YUP IM LEGIT" he was the typical securty guard BIG BUFF AND BLACK! everything was going great. dancing, drinking, pictures and what not. Until the music just cut off.From then on, it was draaamaaa.. people were to damn drunk to fix anything. and the party ended. people shit faced in the house.People were trying to fight each other. Everything was just going down hill. the party was shut down. In the process of leaving, i made kathleena cry because she gave me an attitude and i gave her one back. I didnt think shed cry. So at super sergios i appologized to her even though she started it. to everyone who went to that party i'm sorry and it will be made up. I have a headache. and i think im going to the mall in a little bit but im not sure yet.

NIGGER,

Being that i didn't get in the house til 4, i was to tired to blog yesterday.I missed saturday school today. Over sleeping is a really bad habit. i just got done calling my grand parents and checking up on them like i usually do on Saturday mornings. I have a big day planned for today, lets just hope everything follows through alright.So starting from after school yesterday i came home and did just about nothing. Until Janeen called and we hung out since she was'nt feeling so great. She picked me up, we went to swirly cup and i beat her ass in mancala! haha her yogurt looked like poo. after that she wanted to go to borders so we stopped by there to look for books but there was'nt anything great so she just bought a shirt and we went to mcdonalds. Once i got dropped off, i got ready and Gen picked me up at around 12. There was a "party" in la mesa which wasnt so great. there was a white supremisist who kept on harassing everyone in his truck and held a knife out of the truck. that cracker threw a penny at me and called me a nigger hahaha. I just did the usual and picked up a rock and called him a cracker.To bad he sped off.Everyone chased after that car! hahaha. well anyways Gen, Lisa, Wen, Tiffant, Philip, Melissa, Tj, Scott, Angie, Maly, Arcee, Kay, Ferban, and some other people all went to babylon(hookah bar) and kicked it.Everyone was being goofy as hell especially melissas ass.My favorite part was when they played love song by 311.It felt like a movie scene haha everyone just kickin back and making big ass smoke bubbles. we didnt leave until 4. I got home at 430 and now im up! =) and as for today, ive got a party to attend. lets just hope it doesnt rain

tapex

Going to the dmv was basically a waste of time. My mom forgot a paper that I need in order to take the permit test.But atleast i got a slurpee and 6 tacos with secret sauce from jack in the crack =). I went home,ate, hit up rj and got picked up. We ended up picking up Gener and going to plaza to turn in his resume.When it was time to leave, there was no where to go. Just a long talk in the car for 30 minutes until Gener called tiffany. She didnt believe that we'd bust a mission to mira mesa to chill until we told her to go outside. She was all surprised and what not. And again, NOWHERE TO GO! I seriously can't believe gener talked everyone into going to the bowling ally. "FOO THERE IS GONNA BE CUTE GIRLS ALOT I SWEAR" when we get there, theirs just a million elderly people haha. We called linda and met her at tapioca express. As we pulled up TRG (tiny rascal gang) was parking lot pimpin about 20 heads deep. the girls looked more scary than the guys. we got mean mugged but its ok. The food was'nt so bad. lindas pretty cute haha. Rj had to pick up his mom from work so gener and i went home and thats about it.

Permit Test

It's a little to early to be blogging right now but what the heck i have time. School has me under pressure. I'm on the verge of not getting any credits for certain classes even though i have an A. It sucks but i put myself in that position.One word. TRUANCIES! its like do or die for me to. I need to make up those truancies and the semester ends next week -.- just another conundrum in my life. I'd rather be the careless kid i use to be .live life in the fast lane when it came down to school. But im just doing the things i need to do. i think its cute how people swear like all my whole life revolves around partying. For one its to damn cold to go bodyboarding again and for two i want an xbox360 so i can be a nerd late at night while my friends are at parties. People judge me waaayy to much. For instance, i was reading a book after school and this dumb biatch comes up to me and said "WHOAAA! YOU READ? I DID'NT KNOW THAT", rather than being rude I just said yeah and left. What i really wanted to say was "yeah, you dumb bitch cant you see that?" But w.e they don't know any better.I should be use to that by now. I'm unsure how to break that image but i want to im not really like what people picture me as. Honestly i'd be willing to exchange my life with one of those nerds who do nothing and are innocent. Because "hanging with friends" is'nt what it use to be.


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I need to decorate this dumb page so who ever wants to help ill be taking requests haha.

boring school day

okay so you could say this is my first blog on this and it wont be my last. well anyways, today was fairly boring like every other day -.-. i woke up and my little brother hogged the shower so i missed first period again! no big deal besides the fact that im gonna have to make up my truancies.during rotc today major bachman said he was going to be letting people go from the program. i feel that i may be at risk.i hope im not. when it comes down to that stuff its not really up to me though. the dissizit tee got me in trouble with him so i hope he didnt take it personal. I decided to try something different today and hang out with the rotc kids during lunch. it sounds hella nerdy but they gossip about other students the way people do in the quad. tomorrows uniform day and i forgot to get wilsons leaders notebook so if we have inspection on those im screwed >.<. if it makes it any better i ditched my 7th period for the 2nd time in this week. travis got a hold of chris' keys so we did a little joy riding bumping music and what not it was pretty chill being that him and i are getting closer again (no homo).