Rainy Day

Finals begin tomorrow and i'm not sure if i'm ready for it yet. I guess you can relate this to how girls are with there virginity. Once again it sounds gay but it's true. In my personal opinion, for those who care about the outcome of there grades, should be put under alot of pressure. Honestly this shit could bring your grade down.If your okay with having a B on your final grade then more power to you, But i'm not. I put myself in this predicament and I can do no more than to move on from it. People fail to realize that highschool may be one of the keys to the real world. I'm happy I realized that shit before it was to late.Being late in the game is better than not being in it at all.Underestimating me only motivates me to not be lazy.I have to admit I am lazy, but i manage to get the work done. For instance, i stayed in during lunch and 2 hours after school to get some truancies out the way(read a book on MDMA) . Your probably thinking "KUDOS TO YOU WHO GIVES A FUCK" but i'm doing what i need to do. On top of that it rained today and I fucked up my tweeds >.< The very first thing i did when i came in the house was kick off my kicks and made a sandwich. My mom bought the bread from the bakery at albertsons and it was still alil warm. I put avacado and the usal.A hand full of ruffles made my day =). I grabbed the last packet of hot chocolate, went in my room, and closed the door. I booted the comp and played some hip hop. Being a real hip hop junkie puts you in your own world. I guarantee you that you could relate anything to hip hop. Well anyways, I was on myspace and aim for a little bit and decided to take a nap at 7. Right when i woke up I joted down some notes to study for tomorrow And here I am now but blogging about absolutely nothing. Ica sent me a couple of hip hop tracks and she still has it in her. Im gonna go slip into my superman pj pants and a white tee now.