That's Deep.

When a bitch gives a nigga her love..

When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
it's like you're allowing them to break your heart.
once a nigga makes you feel all good inside, makes you feel comfortable with him, makes you feel 10x beautiful than what you really are, makes your heart beat faster n slower at the same time, and is your FIRST to everything.. he has you.


When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
you'll do anything for him. you'd lay yourself on the line for him, feeling as IF he might do the same.. when really, he wouldn't.
When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
to be real, you lose alot of friends knowing that your man makes you feel like you have that comfort, you have him and you dont need nobody else..


When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
he'll make you feel like he will NEVER ever hurt you, but meanwhile when you sittin' at home, the niggas on the other line with another bitch tryna stay low creepin'.
When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
if once he does hurt you, and you give him another chance, he will continue to repeat the shit he does 'cause he'll feel like you'll always go back to him.


When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
after being the HUMANS that you are.. fussin' n fightin' at each other in order to maintain a strong relationship, you become weaker and weaker by the shit you take and by how much you allow him to BREAK YOU.
When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
through the tears that you cry.. through the anger that you posses.. through the happiness that you can never get once back.. you still give him a chance because you love him. it's like, why does something so WRONG feel so RIGHT?


When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
through everything that has overcame you, through the good and the bad.. no matter how horrible it is, you'd rather have bad times with HIM than have a good time with someone else..


When a bitch gives a nigga her love..
not only til the point that he continues to break you and ruin you.. that you've just had it.. and you realize you're not the same person you were once before.
Knowing that you should have gave up the first time, you only did not because you were in love. Because you thought that all the words he has said to you, all the things he has done for you, or the way he made you feel makes you feel like no otha NIGGA could ever do for you.
and knowing this..


It all comes down to a point..
where i sit to myself and think ..
You'll never forget your first true love, NEVER.
The reason why this all happens is because you chose to make it unhealthy. You chose to let him break you.. you chose to sit there and cry every night wishing you weren't alive.. you chose to let a nigga hurt you.


And this is because.. it's a BITCH who gave a NIGGA her love.. meaning not only through the whole relationship you were once in with your first true love you were a bitch.. but you were a good person who had faith to make the relationship work. Once he fucked up on me and I fucked up on him, I realized our relationship was all downhill. If only he gave me US a chance to sit down, wake up and realize what we have is something that we could change. You can never change a NIGGA for who he is, or what he cannot be. In order for someone to change, they have to change for themselves, for the better. In order to maintain a healthy relationship, you gotta sacrifice. You gotta TRUST. You gotta have that communication that no one else could ever have with you.. you gotta be NOT AFRAID to give chances.


he was once a man.. once a man that i could call my own and not worry about. I was once a lady that i could say to myself.. "im strong." BUT, i let him over take me. I let him break me. I let him do what he would do to me. i let him. Why? Because i loved him, because i thought we were meant to be. But it wasn't all his fault.. it was also mine. But i learned from my mistakes, and i learned so much to be a stronger person and know that throughout everything he will always have my love.. a real lady will always fall down to being a bitch. Whether its from lettin a nigga hurt her.. or lettin her friends break her.. or lettin the world take her. Either way.. once in your life time a lady will stoop down to be a weak female because they can't help it.


Only a real man would take care of a real lady. Only a real typa love would be able to fix things and overcome all the obstacles that have been thrown at them.


So what does that tell you today..? Are you in love with a nigga that treats you how you shouldn't be treated? Are with you a nigga that makes you feel 10x worse through pain but can make you feel the happiest ever when hes with you?
dont let a nigga break you. Us females in this world all deserve to have respect, all deserve to be happy. Same goes for men. The whole world is fucked the fuck up.. everyones confused.. even my own girls are sittin here cryin goin through what im goin through.. cant fall outta love and takes shit from their first true love because they HAVE THEM LIKE THAT.


What can you do when a nigga stops loving you? What can you do when a nigga gives up? What can you do when a nigga is happy with another girl? Nothing. You can't force yaself to feel something you won't feel, and YA SHO CANT FORCE A NIGGA TO FEEL SOMETHING THAT HE already WONT FEEL -Kathleen Amon

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All I can say about that is she's right -.- I mean this shit goes both ways. Can you relate?