Life Is What You Make It

And I have made mine a living hell. The last thing I have ever wanted was this. My peers are everything I'm not. I am about to be 18 without a job or car. WTF is that!? Maybe people don't think of it as a big deal but for some reason it is to me. I have filled out countless applications and I only recieved 1 call. My mom is forever putting me down by calling me lazy and saying I dont do shit. When I am the only person here that cleans. So the fuck what if I stay in my room all day. Its because I dont want to be bothered by them. On top of that, my little brother moved in my room so I cant stay to myself what so ever. This is all bull shit.