I'd have to admit, I am beginning to somewhat go back to my old ways. Being the fact that right now only one person deserves me at my best, I don't plan on being with anyone for a long while. But that's just one of those things that seem sort of possible but not probable. I don't let that cross my mind like before.
I dont just fuck every girl I meet. I wanna put that out there right now. I'm simply testing the waters. It's like if I were to take a canoe ride down a river not knowing where its going to take me or what paths I may choose. Regardless I'm happy one way or another.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Pride takes over wise decisions because sometimes being wise isnt the best thing to do.
I lost my first fight guys! haha Friday was a win but tuesday was a loss. My face isnt that jacked up. Honestly I feel like one of those ufc fighters how they heal up so damn fast! Ive been icing this mofo and beaching it like there is no tomorrow! sheeesh! Not to sound "psycho" but I lived to fight another day and I am going back for another one sometime soon. I don't take losses easy. Unless I know they arent worth it anymore.
its crazy how that ties into what I was just blogging about. "Have a nice life. Oh but I'll say this I'm not the one who lost anything here. Kay bye bitch." To think that 3 sentences launched me far far away into the sky! This isnt even to make someone feel bad or think bad of her. Im still grateful.
But yeah atleast I'm not the only one with damage done to them. The only reason why it stopped was because the cops came. I still wanted to go but he didn't -.-
After that Travis and I smoked some hookah while I iced my battle scars haha. 2 of his mexican friends came up bumpin reggae. They arent your typical mexicans.Well sort of. They were kind of like socials who rock hollister but they were paisas haha. We both put in on a bowl called "Hog Breath" but ill tell you it was soo great! They had a secret spot in some field type thing on a hill. I felt like I was on spring valley (the actual hills and mountains) or something but it went down.
After that we dropped off one of his friends and went to the guys girlfriends house. He has a system so we kept on bumping 1800 by snoop dogg. That shit would have felt better if I was rolling (which I no longer do!)
He has a white girlfriend and she had a white friend named jenna. I seriously don't like white girls but she was one of those ones that you see from the hills or something IDK! And it wasnt because I was blown. The biggest turn off is that she listened to country music -.- I started showing her other music haha and she liked it! Well I hope she wasnt being fake about it @.@ anyways we all drank some corona and limes and smoked 3 bowls of something called "sweet tooth" IDK HOW TF THEY COME UP WITH THESE NAMES BUT THEY ARE THE SHIIT! I havent felt soo great in a long ass time. We were bumping J-Dillas remix to secrets of the sand and eating digiorno or whatever you called it. Jenna loves 1000 ways to die like me and we wouldnt stfu about it "JENNA JAMES STFU WE GET IT!" lol!
The night ended around 1 and I went home to sleep like a baby.
its crazy how that ties into what I was just blogging about. "Have a nice life. Oh but I'll say this I'm not the one who lost anything here. Kay bye bitch." To think that 3 sentences launched me far far away into the sky! This isnt even to make someone feel bad or think bad of her. Im still grateful.
But yeah atleast I'm not the only one with damage done to them. The only reason why it stopped was because the cops came. I still wanted to go but he didn't -.-
After that Travis and I smoked some hookah while I iced my battle scars haha. 2 of his mexican friends came up bumpin reggae. They arent your typical mexicans.Well sort of. They were kind of like socials who rock hollister but they were paisas haha. We both put in on a bowl called "Hog Breath" but ill tell you it was soo great! They had a secret spot in some field type thing on a hill. I felt like I was on spring valley (the actual hills and mountains) or something but it went down.
After that we dropped off one of his friends and went to the guys girlfriends house. He has a system so we kept on bumping 1800 by snoop dogg. That shit would have felt better if I was rolling (which I no longer do!)
He has a white girlfriend and she had a white friend named jenna. I seriously don't like white girls but she was one of those ones that you see from the hills or something IDK! And it wasnt because I was blown. The biggest turn off is that she listened to country music -.- I started showing her other music haha and she liked it! Well I hope she wasnt being fake about it @.@ anyways we all drank some corona and limes and smoked 3 bowls of something called "sweet tooth" IDK HOW TF THEY COME UP WITH THESE NAMES BUT THEY ARE THE SHIIT! I havent felt soo great in a long ass time. We were bumping J-Dillas remix to secrets of the sand and eating digiorno or whatever you called it. Jenna loves 1000 ways to die like me and we wouldnt stfu about it "JENNA JAMES STFU WE GET IT!" lol!
The night ended around 1 and I went home to sleep like a baby.
Crack.
Have you ever watched those movies where the couple break up and have that sudden urge to pursue eachother? Well what if one pursues too late? These are just hypothetical questions btw.
I havent cracked and I dont intend to. But the honest truth, I think you will. I'm not saying I doubt you in anyway. But once you realize it you will. The only thing that frustrated me was the fact that I didnt get to say everything that I wanted to.
Ive been tested in life but this was a difficult task. I admit I think about how you are and what you are doing but I shake it off and go on about my day. 6 months ago I would have been all crazy about it and trying to do this and that to get to you. But in all honesty, I enjoy the life I am living right about now. I am graduating on time! I am also getting my license next week. A car after graduation? I'm not trying to push my luck! haha but I proved you and others wrong. I even proved myself wrong!
Life is good and can only get better. I find it somewhat unfortunate that you left right before it did. But youve got your own thing going on with you i'm pretty sure. Honestly, the reason why I failed to ever blog about the situation is because I didnt wanna go crazy haha. But who gaf! I need to get this out of my head somehow. I had a dream about you lastnight. Thats one of the main reasons why I felt the need to blog about this. You cant be fucking with my dreams dude! haha I went to some filipino family house and you were with some guy. I asked to talk to you and you just started telling me how you gave him head and some more junk. I could honestly say I woke myself up talking in my sleep. Did it bother me a bit? Of course it did. But I am not bothered by it anymore. Life goes on. Not to rub it in your face but I guess it wasnt fate like we thought it would be. Well I have other stuff to blog about bye bye!
I havent cracked and I dont intend to. But the honest truth, I think you will. I'm not saying I doubt you in anyway. But once you realize it you will. The only thing that frustrated me was the fact that I didnt get to say everything that I wanted to.
Ive been tested in life but this was a difficult task. I admit I think about how you are and what you are doing but I shake it off and go on about my day. 6 months ago I would have been all crazy about it and trying to do this and that to get to you. But in all honesty, I enjoy the life I am living right about now. I am graduating on time! I am also getting my license next week. A car after graduation? I'm not trying to push my luck! haha but I proved you and others wrong. I even proved myself wrong!
Life is good and can only get better. I find it somewhat unfortunate that you left right before it did. But youve got your own thing going on with you i'm pretty sure. Honestly, the reason why I failed to ever blog about the situation is because I didnt wanna go crazy haha. But who gaf! I need to get this out of my head somehow. I had a dream about you lastnight. Thats one of the main reasons why I felt the need to blog about this. You cant be fucking with my dreams dude! haha I went to some filipino family house and you were with some guy. I asked to talk to you and you just started telling me how you gave him head and some more junk. I could honestly say I woke myself up talking in my sleep. Did it bother me a bit? Of course it did. But I am not bothered by it anymore. Life goes on. Not to rub it in your face but I guess it wasnt fate like we thought it would be. Well I have other stuff to blog about bye bye!
Monday, March 15, 2010
cruise!
Okay so I bought one of those raffle tickets a really really long time ago and I got a call a couple of weeks ago about a cruise. I thought it was some joke but it's a cruise for 2. As fun as it sounds I think I am going to give it to my mom. She deserves it. I dont want to pick and choose who I'd go with so I really think I am gonna give it to her.
http://www.grandcaribbeancl.com/indexwithmovie.html
http://www.grandcaribbeancl.com/indexwithmovie.html
Nikes
I dont really like the weird ass beat but the concept is really great. Who ever thought you could relate a pair of shoes to life!?
Little Darling
I havent had a weekend like that in such a long ass time!
Friday- Some drama happened but I'm not gonna go into detail. But other than that, the day was great! Chrisset drove down here from temecula so we hung out. She is such a random person I swear! Her and I went to see Brooklyns Finest at Edward cinema. That movie is the black spin off of the Departed. But it was pretty good. After that we hung out in that shopping area doing whatever. Who ever thought you could have so much fun in target? lol After that I went home, did some chores, made some quesadillas and caught the ending of hustle and flow. I didnt go out for the rest of the night because I was too tired.
Saturday- Was the fucking bomb! My mom made me drive her all around town -.- She wouldnt even let me bump! lol On top of that she kept on talking about my driving. That shit was getting hella annoying. I felt like pulling over and making her drive haha. we went to yokoz to eat. Ive been craving chicken Keleguin for the longest time omg @.@
I came home to more chores! I felt bad that Tatieana was waiting outside in the car for like 20 minutes. She was nice enough to bring me a fat ass plate of Chamorro food from her family party! hahah I'm still not even done with all of it and its monday -.- Her and I attempted to vacuum her floors but that didn't work out so we went to Carols and waited on Abbey to finish getting ready.
On the way to Abbeys family party, Chef Tatie realized she forgot her Arizona at Carols and thats when everything went down hill for her! lol Tell me why she locked the keys in the car with her car on! hahaha And then she broke her license plate holder thingy on the front bumper! lol Abbey is such a fob I swear. While we were waiting on Triple A, Carol was smoking and Abbey goes "TURN IT OFF!" We waited for like 30 minutes and it took the guy less than a minute to get into the car -.-
The fight was whack as fuck! The only part I liked was when the black guy was doing his dance to the ring. But on the bright side, I ate some filipino food and got 2 MGD's out of it =). We left after the 2nd round and hit up one of Chef Taties friends birthday kickbacks.
I finally got to see Karla Albano! It's been a long ass time -.- That Ashley chick was drunk out of her mind -.- Some dude was dancing with her and asked her what her name is. She was like "My name is I GOTTA GO" LOL! Some dumb ass fob kept on starin me up and down and I just stared back. He thought just because he was drunk he could act hard. He didnt do shit though.
My cousin was at my house so Chef took me home. You'd think my night ended at 10 but it didn't! haha We ended up hitting up a big ass kickback. I seen alot of people from Mount Miguel who were Juniors and Seniors when I was a freshman. We had control of the Beer Pong table most of the night. The one thing that I never seen or heard happen in beer pong history is someone bouncing the ball into there own cup! But it happened 0.0 Psy hella smoked me out. That nigga is not sheisty at all with his stuff. The rest is history. I was sooo blown it isnt even funny @.@
I sobered up a bit and my cousin was like "since its his birthday lets go to the strip club" I WAS LIKE WTF!? HAHAHA I have never been to one before but that shit was pretty memorable. I mean I was like some horny guy! I was just like "Whoa howd she do that!?" hahha I didnt spend shiit! We called it a night at around 5. I Knocked TF OUT! When I got home omg -.-...
Sunday- I was pretty hung over. I just layed in bed and played video games most of the time. I had to watch my nephews AGAIN! and that ruined everything. Like my older sisters dumb ass knew I had things to do. Rather than coming home at 5 like she said she came here at around 930 I was pretty pissed. But whatever atleast I got paid for it. On top of that! I choked on a pepper -.-
Overall my weekend was the shit!
Friday- Some drama happened but I'm not gonna go into detail. But other than that, the day was great! Chrisset drove down here from temecula so we hung out. She is such a random person I swear! Her and I went to see Brooklyns Finest at Edward cinema. That movie is the black spin off of the Departed. But it was pretty good. After that we hung out in that shopping area doing whatever. Who ever thought you could have so much fun in target? lol After that I went home, did some chores, made some quesadillas and caught the ending of hustle and flow. I didnt go out for the rest of the night because I was too tired.
Saturday- Was the fucking bomb! My mom made me drive her all around town -.- She wouldnt even let me bump! lol On top of that she kept on talking about my driving. That shit was getting hella annoying. I felt like pulling over and making her drive haha. we went to yokoz to eat. Ive been craving chicken Keleguin for the longest time omg @.@
I came home to more chores! I felt bad that Tatieana was waiting outside in the car for like 20 minutes. She was nice enough to bring me a fat ass plate of Chamorro food from her family party! hahah I'm still not even done with all of it and its monday -.- Her and I attempted to vacuum her floors but that didn't work out so we went to Carols and waited on Abbey to finish getting ready.
On the way to Abbeys family party, Chef Tatie realized she forgot her Arizona at Carols and thats when everything went down hill for her! lol Tell me why she locked the keys in the car with her car on! hahaha And then she broke her license plate holder thingy on the front bumper! lol Abbey is such a fob I swear. While we were waiting on Triple A, Carol was smoking and Abbey goes "TURN IT OFF!" We waited for like 30 minutes and it took the guy less than a minute to get into the car -.-
The fight was whack as fuck! The only part I liked was when the black guy was doing his dance to the ring. But on the bright side, I ate some filipino food and got 2 MGD's out of it =). We left after the 2nd round and hit up one of Chef Taties friends birthday kickbacks.
I finally got to see Karla Albano! It's been a long ass time -.- That Ashley chick was drunk out of her mind -.- Some dude was dancing with her and asked her what her name is. She was like "My name is I GOTTA GO" LOL! Some dumb ass fob kept on starin me up and down and I just stared back. He thought just because he was drunk he could act hard. He didnt do shit though.
My cousin was at my house so Chef took me home. You'd think my night ended at 10 but it didn't! haha We ended up hitting up a big ass kickback. I seen alot of people from Mount Miguel who were Juniors and Seniors when I was a freshman. We had control of the Beer Pong table most of the night. The one thing that I never seen or heard happen in beer pong history is someone bouncing the ball into there own cup! But it happened 0.0 Psy hella smoked me out. That nigga is not sheisty at all with his stuff. The rest is history. I was sooo blown it isnt even funny @.@
I sobered up a bit and my cousin was like "since its his birthday lets go to the strip club" I WAS LIKE WTF!? HAHAHA I have never been to one before but that shit was pretty memorable. I mean I was like some horny guy! I was just like "Whoa howd she do that!?" hahha I didnt spend shiit! We called it a night at around 5. I Knocked TF OUT! When I got home omg -.-...
Sunday- I was pretty hung over. I just layed in bed and played video games most of the time. I had to watch my nephews AGAIN! and that ruined everything. Like my older sisters dumb ass knew I had things to do. Rather than coming home at 5 like she said she came here at around 930 I was pretty pissed. But whatever atleast I got paid for it. On top of that! I choked on a pepper -.-
Overall my weekend was the shit!
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