HiP H0P

I lost my passion for it. As corny as it is there was once a time when
it was my only friend. And now that I have some friends I began to move
on. But now its back! How stupid of me to forget how it made me feel =l.
Just an accidental click of the mouse brought back everything! Haha.

Low-life

I am. Its true. I'm very lazy. For some reason she made me feel like a
nobody today. Only because everything she said was true. I figure that
at the rate I'm going I will end up a bum of some sort.

It is just overwhelming and frustrating. Just the fact that I don't own
a business suit. Put it this way. Its hard to get on my feet. Because
even when I try there is some sort of obstacle holding me back.

For instance. Usana. In order to make money you need to spend money.
Only problem is, I HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY. You also need to wear proper
attire. Which I fail to own. With that being said there isn't shit I can
do.
When I showed up to the meeting I felt so out of place. Just the fact
that everyone seemed happy and wealthy.

As for school, I am falling way behind. I haven't finished one class yet
and summer begins in about 2 weeks. So you can say I will end up a
fucking drop out.

The reality check she had given me really makes me feel like shit. Like
I won't amount to nothing what so ever. And you know what, she's right.

I cannot believe I am in this situation. I was doing so great. And I
guess I put myself in this situation. There are very few things that I
can do to get out of the hole I am now in. And those few options are
with held to my knowledge. I have no idea what I could possibly do.

YOU KNOW WHAT

I am never giving in again. Fuck this shit. And that's a promise.

MEET MY NEW GIRLFRIEND! =)

Isn't she a beauty!? She gives me ants in my pants! But other than that shes a pretty unique girl.

Body Boarding

Aside from the lack of stamina and having a hard time getting out of the impact Zone, I could honestly say it felt great. It has been so long! I am not as great as I use to be, but I am pretty sure that i'll be back to drop knees in no time.

JUST SO YOU GUYS CAN STFU ABOUT MY HAIR! excuse the uglyness =.=



So today travis' friend Daniel picked me up and dropped us off at chris house. It was seriously the biggest oxymoron i have ever done in life! I smoked hookah before going body boarding.Chris had work so we stopped by where the old hookah lounge use to be and hung out with big steve for a bit. We still smoked a bit of hookah and discussed how he wanted to open a new lounge.

OMG! KFC WAS SO FUCKING PACKED! I guess that dumb rich bitch "Oprah" got bored and made up some crazed way to get a tax write off by giving everyone who prints out a coupon on her website a free meal. I just wanted a damn chicken burrito and I ended up waiting 15 minutes for it, When I actually paid for my food! >.<

Marc finally picked us up and we went to travis house to get his wetsuit. The funny part about it is that he decided to hang out the car holding onto the handle thingy. And I assumed that Marc would have just braked hard like i told him to. But instead, He fuckin floored it and did a hard turn and brake! this caused travis to break off the handle and fly out the car literally fly! I couldnt laugh any harder! haha

151 Function

Was not about the dancing like it use to. I guess you can say I had fun because I drank and got to hookah. Other than that, For some reason it just isnt how it use to be. I feel somewhat bad because Nadine, Chitter and Vicky drove all the way down from temecula >.< I have no idea who there connect is, but who ever it is is just a pure genius! When they arrived they text me to go outside. I hopped in nadines car and they sparked the best blunt i have ever had! haha. Kim surprised me when she came. I am getting a bit lazy to blog so ill just finish up later. K bye!

Just Like Old Times

Despite all of that junk that happened toward the end of the night and the morning,Josephines party was pretty great.It brought back memories and I really miss how it use to be freshman year. Nothing has really changed about any of them. Joey is his old self hating his own kind.Rose is still stuck up which is pretty awesome =). Everything was great. I cant believe i took a shot with Roberts older sister >.< haha. BTW, I just love how the guy who use to watch me when I was younger and tell me how drugs and alcohol are soooo bad, played a game of beer pong with me!

I smile retarded when I am drunk! haha