Feelings

I hate feeling like this. I had a dream Bree passed away. I called her to tell her but I made it brief so I don't forget anything while blogging. I fell asleep with pandora on and this song was in the background.



It started out with us hanging out. I'm not sure where we were but we were in someones room. Her and I were making out cuddling and what not under a blanket on a wood floor. Everything was really really happy. I felt comfort to the max. She pulled out a condom but we didn't have sex. We chose to lay next to each other and just enjoy the time we had together. She told me she loves me and I said the same. It came time for her to leave so she did. I didnt hear from her at all and I got kind of worried. I got on aim to see if she had signed on and she wasn't.

At that very moment I got a knock on the door. My neighbor told me that she passed away. I immediately started crying and what not. After I some how ended up at another random house with her family. There was a cop and he told us the story. This kid asked for her help and ended up getting a cheetah to attack her. They had photos and I refused to look and see her like that.

The boy who caused all of it to happen came out of nowhere laughing. I began to charge at him and tried to fight him. It was like a scene from those people who are uncontrollably crying and being restrained by people. Her cousin Eddie held me back saying he would handle it. I then began to run. I wasnt sure where I was going but I was running through mountains and all kinds of scenery.

I somehow ended up on a bayou in Louisiana with my neighbor. There was carrion (fish guts)everywhere and we were on a raft catching shrimp. It was around sunset and I was still crying. He then told me "God took her away from you because you are selfish and you arent doing anything with your life. Get it together" . I didn't want to hear it so I jumped in the muddy water and began to swim until I could gradually walk on the water.

I managed to make it home. Once I signed back on to the computer, I im'd nate and Terrell telling them what happened. My neighbor gave me a gift card to some restaurant. Bree's family and alot of the old swang gang was there and we were waiting to be seated. I was still crying while they were all joking, laughing, and having a good time.

That's just about all I can remember but the feelings felt real. It started out pretty great and next thing you know everything went bad. I am not too sure what this dream means. I can only go about what that website tells me. It does make alot of sense though.




DECIPHERED DREAM-

To dream that you are making out with your ex, signifies your acceptance of certain characteristics of your ex. The dream does not necessarily mean that you want to get back together with him or her. Consider what were the things you liked and disliked about him. These are the same qualities that you are finally acknowledging within your own self.



To dream that you are wrapped in a blanket, indicates your fear of the unknown. You may feel some sort of threat/chaos or sense some coldness from those around you.

To dream that you are covering or wrapping someone in a blanket, suggests you desire to care for that person.

Alternatively, it indicates a lack of integrity on your part. If you are kissing a close friend, then it represents your respect and adoration for your friend. It may or may not signify a romantic interest for him or her.

To dream that you are cuddling with someone, indicates your need for physical and/or emotional contact. Do not overlook the obvious meaning of this dream which suggests your heart's desire for that particular person. Also consider the symbolism of that person you are cuddling with and determine how you need to acknowledge, accept, and unify those qualities in yourself.

To dream of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted.

To dream that your friend is in love with you, may be one of wish fulfillment. Perhaps you have developed have developed feelings for your best friend and are wondering how he or she feels. You are so preoccupied with these thoughts that it is evitable that it find its way into your dreaming mind. On the other hand, the dream may also suggests that you have accepted certain qualities of your best best friend and incorporated into your own character.

To dream of an old lover, signifies unfinished/unresolved issues related to that specific relationship. Your current relationship may be awakening some of those same issues.

To see a wrapped condom in your dream, represents your one-sided viewpoints and not allowing others to voice their opinions. It also symbolizes sexual possibilities.

To see a computer in your dream, symbolizes technology, information, and modern life. New areas of opportunities are being opened to you. Alternatively, computers also represent a lack of individuality and non expression of emotions and feelings. Too often you are just going along with the flow, without voicing your own opinions and views. You may also feel a depreciated sense of superiority.

To dream that you ex� has died, indicates that your feelings for you ex are completely dead now. The dream is a metaphor of how you have let go of the past and are ready to move on and fully devote yourself to new relatonships.

To see a cheetah in your dream, suggests that you need to get moving and be more active in pursuit of your goals. Perhaps you have been a little lazy and you need to get off from that seat.

To see a photograph in your dream, indicates that there is a relationship that needs your attention.�You are not looking deep enough in the relationship or situation. It may also mean that you are clinging on to the past or to some false hope.�Consider who or what is on the photo. The image may be trying to take you back to a particular moment in time.

To see shrimp in your dream, suggests that you are feeling overpowered and insignificant.

To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to devote some time to clarify your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, it suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.

To see a raft in your dream, indicates that you have not built a firm foundation for yourself. There is still much work ahead.

To dream that you are floating on a raft, suggests that you are drifting through life, not knowing where you are headed. You are confused about your purpose and direction in life.

To dream that you are walking on water, suggests that you have supreme and ultimate control over your emotions. It may also suggest that you need to "stay on top" of your emotions and not let them explode out of hand. Alternatively, it is symbolic of faith in yourself.

To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.

To dream that no one hears or responds to your cries, represents your helplessness and difficulties and frustrations in trying to communicate with others. You feel that your words are falling on deaf ears. Perhaps your dream is telling you to be more vocal and work harder to get your point across.

To dream that you are running alone, signifies that you will advance to a higher position and surpass your friends in the race for wealth. Alternatively, you may be running from some situation or from temptation. Or it may also mean that you need to hurry up in making a decision.