Monday, February 23, 2009

The Right Path

I need one.Because from the looks of it,I am not on it anymore.I'm not doing extremely bad.But, I feel that I am not working to the best of my ability.The lack of structure is killing me.I'm guessing its bree.If her and I were still there for eachother she'd make sure sure I get all of my stuff done (NOT THAT I AM NOT INDEPENDENT). The ditching really needs to stop.I have a feeling Mr. Jeffers knows what I have been doing and thats exactly why in one of his talks toward the end of the class, he said "IF I WONT BE SEEING YOU 6TH PERIOD HAVE A GREEEAAAT WEEKEND" his sarcasm kills.I know for a fact that that was implied for me.Their is a very strong possibility that he thinks I ditched again today.When I am really going to the doctors for this asthma.I can feel it kicking back up again.

Saturday was when the "Escape From Reality" occured.After A whole day of sleeping,Gen and Kimmy picked Chitter, Gener and I up.Chitters sisters boyfriend did the unthinkable when it came down to buying the drinks for us. Instead of the usual 8 dollar bottle gen buys he bought this big ass 20 dollar bottle.We insisted he go back and grab the other one but he just wouldnt. Chitter went in there and started whispering to him "she doesnt want that bottle!" the man at the register was right there so their wasnt much to be said before being blown out.

While everyone was at a party in mira mesa, we decided to go back to the lounge.At this point,we all agreed that the bottle is just for us and no one else.Even though that shit was extremely big.We sat in the car drank a bit and snapped a couple of shots for the blogspot.



When we got in there, I felt great because the "escape from reality" had kicked back up from the nigt before.But I knew all i needed was some more drink before I could control it. I was a bit frustrated because I was unable blow an O anymore... I blame the fan though.














I really feel like I am living life on the edge and to the fullest.Even though I am not working to the best of my ability, I still manage to get b's which isnt that bad and can balance out the friends.I just need to stop binging to the max.well anyways,

The peeps wanted to go back for more and so we did.Only this time,we all started clowning on e.o.









The rest of the fam met up with us after the winter formal and mira mesa party.From shot guns to dancing your heart out,It seemed more fun than usual.





David pulled me to the side(which he never does) and we hot boxed sintys car "THATS WHY THEY CALL IT FIRE!" The shit burns soo bad!My surroundings started spinning and I became uncomfortably dizzy.My muscles were very weak and David had to help me out of the car.I wasn't the only one feeling like that either.Kent just layed back and coughed his lungs out.The only thing David and Sinty do was laugh and hand us water.

Once the place closed,we did the usual trip to Denny's.I rode with Casey.She forced me to eat and told me she was gonna be mad at me.After that,some of us sat in mcdonalds parking lot and I felt very very dizzy.Casey bought me water and waited for me to sober up before taking me home.

Getting home at 4, I woke up for just 5 minutes at 9 then crashed out until 1:50.Travis blew up my phone trying to get in touch with me being that I was a rose in Nessa's Debut! I was suppose to be there by 3!I scrambled to do everything. turned my closet inside out looking for my damn belt!And on top of that I assumed my uncle knew how to tie a tie and he'd show me,but it was just Travis and I at the house.So I came up with the best idea in the world YOUTUBE! That also didnt seem to work so once Mark got to the house he tied it for us.

The debut was a bit unorganized but I ate til I was unable to anymore.And Fernan did some little dance before giving her the rose!That was hilarious.John bent down on one knee and handed it to her before dancing with her.I could tell he was happy.As for me,I tripped over her dress a bit.I dont think anyone noticed.

Once the candles came up, It was a bit hard to hear them.The only real highlight was when Kimberly choked(not literally)! she went up there and gave the widest smile in life,Put her hand on her mouth and looked away.Everyone began to laugh so she handed her the candle and hugged her.The performance made up for that flaw.I knew she could step but the way she did was pretty intense to the way I imagined it.She got off!

The dance reminded me of a disco in the philipines. They played all thes fob songs and the elders were getting there groove on.

Even though I didn't want to go the lounge lastnight I didnt have much of a choice since my ride went.Kent and I slept in the car while everyone else was in there partying.Arcee got drunk!I have never seen him get drunk NEVER!I woke up at around 12 in the car and decided That if i dont get home soon enough my mom would kill me.The guy has seen me so many times he gave me a stamp before I could ask to go in and get my ride.I was surprised he let me in free. He just said "have a great time!"I felt a little wierd because the day I dont want to be in there he let me in free.

On the way home,Rose and Arlynn gave me some cough drops.They worked for a bit that night but not really.Because this morning I could not stop weezing! my mom is going to take me to the doctors today and I am praying that they dont tell that it was because of smoke.

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