Peppered Chicken and Captain Crunch

Isn't so bad of a combination.Before you jump to conclusions! I did not mix them together.I just ate them at the same time =).Being the hungry guy I am, I didn't realize that there was still fried chicken from royal madarin until I had gotten done pouring a bowl of cereal. So I said what the heck and heated up the chicken to. Savoring both of them in my mouth was the best part.Seems like a pretty bad image although I find that all chewed up food is a bad image. The reason for me blogging about this is because it's the most random thing that I have done this week.I mean honestly! Who the heck thinks to eat that!I think of it as a pregnant ladies craving >.< haha

Here We Go Again.

Mood swings much? How can things be so fine one minute then back down to the bottom over nothing that involves me? It really repeats numerous times a week and it gets pretty annoying. I understand that my life is no where near great but I still intend on making the best of my situation no matter what.People who try and make up excuses to go out and do something is stupid. Just being straight up and real is about the only thing I need in life right now.None of that beating around the bush bullshit. My life cant really get any worse so just be real with me people.

Fail to Realize

That's a flaw just about everyone has. Like the mexicans who talk shit in class.Or my mom who's to lazy to talk to a couple of people in order to get me into public school.And the stupid counselor who gets an attitude because someone finally is giving her a job to do.

Certain individuals fail to realize how important my education is to me.The things I ask for are fairly small and fail to get done.I understand that if you want something done do it yourself. But I find it hard to do when my mom is the one who they would like to talk to not me.

Do What You need to do in Order to do What You Want To do.

That quote makes so much sense being that I am still trying to pursue a career as a Journalist in the Near future.

Waking up early as fuck to get lost in el cajon was not what I anticipated on doing.Kimberly was nice enough to send me direction.=)

That school is pretty careless about kids.It was right out of a scene of one of those hood movies where the kids dont listen to the teacher.I do not belong there! So I just asked for my work bumped music and minded my own business.I found it very annoying the way this fat girl kept on asking me questions trying to get at me.I could only take so much so by the middle of second period I asked her if she could please leave me alone I am not here to converse!

I also had to raise hell about how they wouldnt transfer my grades into the computer.I took matters into my own hands and told them that there would be no reason for me to even show up to this retarded ass school if they are just gonna put me behind on credits.

They really underestimated me! But I am no knuckle head. It felt kind of good that there was another kid in the same exact position I am.He is Iraqi and he couldnt take the insults and call outs anymore so he finally fucked them up.He is also on his way to a 4-year.

I still have a shot at a 4-year!They told me that I could transfer out of that school next year and allow me to go to any school outside of the grossmont union high school district.

While on the way home, I ended up getting picked up at the trolley station by my cousin Travis' friend Kearny.What I did not realized is that hes one of my x's older brothers.We all went to society's to shoot pool and eat.I actually got some homework done in there! =) It feels good to do homework again.

After that, I got dropped off at the International Restaurant for Phils 21st birthday.The food was so great and we drank till the bottles were gone!













Everyone decided to go look at a view near my house then go home.

In the middle of the night I got up to a horrifying sight! My eye was pretty swollen.Thanks to those retards who blew smoke in my eye!

Early Bird

I'm on my way to chap. And it isn't as bad as I thought. Especially since I uploaded the funky dl cd on the zune =) it makes me feel like I'm in one of those el cajon movies. I see 3 bums and they keep on looking at me from across the way. I have a feeling they are gonna try and jack me. I've got 75 in my wallet. Wtf was I thinking? I see some hard workers on here though.but I also see some low-lifes. And this right here is a reality check. I need to do what I can to get tf out of here.

A Series of Unfortunate Events

That's just about the only problem that I am able to identify right about now.Let me warn you, before reading this can get a bit emo.

The problems really come to the point to where I don't want to live anymore. There really is no reason to. I've already killed my tear ducts.

Its all as if this is very unreal to me. It is me! The one that busted his ass off just to get dropped back down.If people get a thrill watching everything I worked hard for crumble which just inflicts pain on me, then could I possibly get that same thrill?Only time really tells.

Life Is What You Make it.

And apparently I made mine a living hell.

So there is no reason why anyone should play victim.Reguardless of the situation.Evaluate the whole thing before anyone should play some sort of victim.Honest to god, There is no reason to help someone who doesnt want to help.

I am not sure what my situation is right at this moment.But I think its very unhealthy to just leave things as they are.The least thing that could happen is for things to be talked out and get the story straight.

I woke up to scary texts very very scary texts.I said some mean things but I remember everything that happened. And I understand why I did.Things were going great until I decided to chase after an unstable mind.I was also not all there. But its in my nature to not let someone just walk off by them self.

Maybe I did ruin the night, but think about who caused the night to be ruined.