F-U-N

That's just about the only word you could describe last night/this morning. Even though I didn't know most of them, by the end of the day I felt pretty comfortable.To start off the night, Josephine and her sister picked me up. It took us about an hour for everyone to meet up.



The guy buying the drinks seemed pretty confused being that he was buying for about 5 different cars.Tierrasanta was pretty chill. There was so much beer! I found it all tempting. It was boring there but we made fun. Flip cup was the best that could happen since both beer pong tables were taken up =.= The cops eventually came and most of us were under 21.











I found it kind of random how I hung out with new people and ended up at a party with some of the usual. Haha.nearly everyone was faded and kevin tamota hella vented to me. I guess he new my sitch and gave me some words of wisdom. They told me they respect me out of all of my old group. Albert really had some nerve trying to talk to me. He knows exactly what he did and he wanted to play dumb. Its all good though. I'm seriously not worried about it. I just don't want to be around people like that.Well anyways, the party eventually came to an end and food sure did sound good at that moment.



Everyone mobbed it to Jessicas pad, to switch cars and dipped. Since super sergios was closed, we all went to some ghetto taco shop called rosalitos or something like that.I HAD TO TAKE THE BIGGEST WIZ IN THE WORLD! And some dumb ass left his lx in the bathroom to charge. Being that I was the last one in there he threatened to deck me and banged on me. But being that my dad is an OG all he could do is sit there and look stupid when I stood up to him. Push comes to shove, the guy didn't get his phone and lord knows what happened to it! =). Jessica and this one guy I forgot what his name was had my back. He's a pretty cool gay guy btw. All open and what not! Lol but he had his watch around his fist ready to deck someone and Jessica had her pepper spray ready to go! Lol Once those guys searched Eai's car, they felt pretty dumb.

And we went to jayr's house to chow down and joke about how the guy was going crazy about his phone.Who ever thought a game of truth or dare and 10 fingers could reveal so much! I can't believe ryan would consider killing me =.=. Jk!We watched one missed call I haven't stayed up til sunrise (the sun didn't even show) in such a long time. I got home at around 6 or so and was extremely tired.

Don't Slip.

That was the last thing Brandon told me when before high tide came in
and swept me off the boat. The dream felt so real that when I lifted my
head to get out of the water, I ended up waking up.

Out of nowhere I ended up in some successful antique shop and everyone
was playing around in there. I started chasing someone around with a
fake rattle snake and ended up getting kicked out.

I also had a weird ass dream that I was in a weird looking Japanese
classroom with chitter. Her and I were talking and the fat teacher ended
up kicking me out. I cussed him out so bad. Calling him all kinds of
different names. Walking out of the classroom, there were countless
kiddy roller coasters everywhere. Somewhat like the ones at the
boardwalk. But they're were everywhere. Class eventually got out and
chitter didn't wanna give me a ride home. So this black guy let me roll
with him until he was going home.

We ended up in Rio de jinero with underground gangsters. They dressed
like hatian hoodlums. And had ak 47's. Suddenly, the cops came and we
all dispersed. The only thing that was on my my mind is that I didn't
want to end up in a jail in Rio De Jinero. So I ran. I ran for my life.
And push comes to shove, I ran straight to the jail they were trying to
put me in >.<.

They extradited me back to the states. The courts sentenced me to a few
weekends in jail. As I was checking in, I seen jodi. And just as he was
coming up I punched him in the face a few times. He began to cry and
told me all he wanted to do was make peace. So I allowed him to punch me
in the face. I didn't bleed like he did and I ended up waking up.

All of these thing were seriously random. I guess you can call it a
nightmare being that unfortunate things happened to me.

HiP H0P

I lost my passion for it. As corny as it is there was once a time when
it was my only friend. And now that I have some friends I began to move
on. But now its back! How stupid of me to forget how it made me feel =l.
Just an accidental click of the mouse brought back everything! Haha.

Low-life

I am. Its true. I'm very lazy. For some reason she made me feel like a
nobody today. Only because everything she said was true. I figure that
at the rate I'm going I will end up a bum of some sort.

It is just overwhelming and frustrating. Just the fact that I don't own
a business suit. Put it this way. Its hard to get on my feet. Because
even when I try there is some sort of obstacle holding me back.

For instance. Usana. In order to make money you need to spend money.
Only problem is, I HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY. You also need to wear proper
attire. Which I fail to own. With that being said there isn't shit I can
do.
When I showed up to the meeting I felt so out of place. Just the fact
that everyone seemed happy and wealthy.

As for school, I am falling way behind. I haven't finished one class yet
and summer begins in about 2 weeks. So you can say I will end up a
fucking drop out.

The reality check she had given me really makes me feel like shit. Like
I won't amount to nothing what so ever. And you know what, she's right.

I cannot believe I am in this situation. I was doing so great. And I
guess I put myself in this situation. There are very few things that I
can do to get out of the hole I am now in. And those few options are
with held to my knowledge. I have no idea what I could possibly do.

YOU KNOW WHAT

I am never giving in again. Fuck this shit. And that's a promise.

MEET MY NEW GIRLFRIEND! =)

Isn't she a beauty!? She gives me ants in my pants! But other than that shes a pretty unique girl.

Body Boarding

Aside from the lack of stamina and having a hard time getting out of the impact Zone, I could honestly say it felt great. It has been so long! I am not as great as I use to be, but I am pretty sure that i'll be back to drop knees in no time.

JUST SO YOU GUYS CAN STFU ABOUT MY HAIR! excuse the uglyness =.=



So today travis' friend Daniel picked me up and dropped us off at chris house. It was seriously the biggest oxymoron i have ever done in life! I smoked hookah before going body boarding.Chris had work so we stopped by where the old hookah lounge use to be and hung out with big steve for a bit. We still smoked a bit of hookah and discussed how he wanted to open a new lounge.

OMG! KFC WAS SO FUCKING PACKED! I guess that dumb rich bitch "Oprah" got bored and made up some crazed way to get a tax write off by giving everyone who prints out a coupon on her website a free meal. I just wanted a damn chicken burrito and I ended up waiting 15 minutes for it, When I actually paid for my food! >.<

Marc finally picked us up and we went to travis house to get his wetsuit. The funny part about it is that he decided to hang out the car holding onto the handle thingy. And I assumed that Marc would have just braked hard like i told him to. But instead, He fuckin floored it and did a hard turn and brake! this caused travis to break off the handle and fly out the car literally fly! I couldnt laugh any harder! haha

151 Function

Was not about the dancing like it use to. I guess you can say I had fun because I drank and got to hookah. Other than that, For some reason it just isnt how it use to be. I feel somewhat bad because Nadine, Chitter and Vicky drove all the way down from temecula >.< I have no idea who there connect is, but who ever it is is just a pure genius! When they arrived they text me to go outside. I hopped in nadines car and they sparked the best blunt i have ever had! haha. Kim surprised me when she came. I am getting a bit lazy to blog so ill just finish up later. K bye!

Just Like Old Times

Despite all of that junk that happened toward the end of the night and the morning,Josephines party was pretty great.It brought back memories and I really miss how it use to be freshman year. Nothing has really changed about any of them. Joey is his old self hating his own kind.Rose is still stuck up which is pretty awesome =). Everything was great. I cant believe i took a shot with Roberts older sister >.< haha. BTW, I just love how the guy who use to watch me when I was younger and tell me how drugs and alcohol are soooo bad, played a game of beer pong with me!

I smile retarded when I am drunk! haha